Starting to be a cuck?

ILcuck

Male
Hi all! Long time lurker in these types of forums and I guess this is my turn to share.
We are a couple in our late 20s from the Middle East. My wife, Maya, is a petite goddess (5'1"). Was very thin at the past at this moment she has a stunning, curvy/chubby frame - heavy breasts and a thick, juicy ass that I absolutely worship. I am 5'8" and well-endowed (over 8 inches). For me, this isn’t about a "size issue"; it’s about the pure, psychological rush.


My Background:
To understand my drive, you have to know that I’ve always had a submissive streak. I’ve explored this in the past through several encounters with men where I played a completely passive role. My experiences were almost exclusively focused on oral service - I loved the thrill of being on my knees and feeling dick in my mouth . My wife knows I had "experiences" with men before we were together, but she doesn’t know the graphic details or the depth of my submissive nature.

The Night With Our First Dildo:
The other night, I prepared a clear, realistic dildo on the bed as an offering. When she emerged from the shower, I took her to the bed and began a slow, worshipful ritual. I spent the night between her legs, going down on her until she climaxed for the first time right on my face. Between rounds, I would move down to kiss and worship her feet, making sure she felt like royalty.

During the second round, she asked about our "friend" (the dildo). I sheathed it in a condom and began to penetrate her with it while my tongue never left her. I even found myself sucking (without her noticing) the toy as I moved it inside her, tasting her essence.

By the third round, she took the toy and began to fuck herself while I stayed between her legs. The sight was so intense that I finally entered her. She was so wet and opened up from the dildo that it amplified her third orgasm into something explosive. I told her I wouldn’t cum because it was her night, and that the "denial" would be my ultimate reward. After I "cleaned" her entire area with my tongue, she looked at me with a smirk and said: "We’re done. Hands off yourself for the rest of the night."


The Reality Twist:
We recently moved into a new complex and attended a residents' mixer. It turns out an ex of hers lives in the building. They didn’t speak, but two days later, he slid into her DMs. She was transparent and showed me the message. I played it cool, telling her it’s fine to reply since he’s married too.

She hasn't messaged him back yet, but the mix of our new D/s dynamic and the "threat" of a real-life ex living floors away has me in a constant state of arousal. The thought of her of this situation is very intense for me lol.

Here to hear your thoughts, advice or any questions.

Disclaimer: This post was translated by AI due to language barriers.
 
I think what's important is, what are you hoping for? I imagine a cuck situation, but I also infer maybe you are hoping to serve both your wife and her potential new lover. Considering you are from the Middle East, is that safe?
I would tread carefully. Your wife may be receptive, but her new lover is an unknown entity. I am of the opinion that neighbors and exes are a bad idea to bring into your dynamic. They are too familiar and it can get messy. This guy is both.
 
Thank you for your replay and thoughts.
I’m from the Middle East but I’m in the only country that this is “safe” so no issue on that part

And yes, my fantasy is about serving both my wife & her lover/bull

I’m not sure if and where it will go with the guy she knows in our building. Just the idea is making me crazy..