Sucking my own cock

When I was 17 my girlfriend was 27. She would put my legs up against the wall next to the bed. She would jerk me off into my open mouth while she had her fingers up my asshole.. She loved it and I loved pleasing her especially lick out her asshole..
In college, I used to jerk myself into my own mouth (can't get into that position anymore) almost every day. It was like I was addicted to my own cum, and I felt like it gave me a lot of physical strength. I also used to lick it off my fingers. Several years later, it was like my ex wife was addicted to my cum. Not only did she want to suck and swallow me multiple times a day, but she also liked to eat my cum on cake, muffins, and toast.
 
Melinda and Ted Thomas, I believe… you can hear that guy splattering his face when he blows a load. Not sure if they’re still making videos but I love watching the ones they have. She looks like she really enjoys helping him jerk off and cum in his own face. If I could do that, I’d be catching every drop of my load and swallowing! I’d swallow his too.
 
When I was younger and more flexible, I could take the head of my penis in my mouth and suck it, it was just amazing to cum in my mouth) Now I'm 40 and I can only reach with the tip of my tongue... my penis is 16 cm... but I really want to take a strong, beautiful penis in my throat 🤤
 
Long before my wife became a "dominatrix", she tried to get me to suck my own cock.
Unfortunately for her, my lack of flexibility prevented me from doing so.
All she could do was jerk me off to make me cum.
However, she failed to direct the spurts into my mouth.
Then she became that loving wife who, like a ......, put spurts into my mouth with one finger.
She did this one after the other, and I had to clean her finger each time.
I couldn't refuse. The way she did it, with love and care, was irresistible. That's the word that best describes it.