Hi,
I've had a fairly long journey down this road and thought it was time I shared where I was at.
I'm definitely a cuckold or as a minimum a stag.
I'm an Aussie husband, who has always felt an inner desire to be a stag/cuck, wanting to share/watch my wife get pleasured.
Just as a matter of interest, I have a 6" cock and can please, but Loooove to watch, but the thing is, no matter how I explain this to her, she's just not keen on other men.
If given the chance, she'd have a F/F fling.
We have tried swingers clubs in the past with no success, as she likes to meet people and properly get to know them first before play.
This makes it harder again.
I have tried all the tricks in the book, told her she's free to try, play, experiment, with people at the gym, the neighbour, anyone she meets, all to no avail.
2 years ago I used to be a daily reader on this site, it was taking control of my brain, I couldn't get the cuck lifestyle out of my head.
When we had sex, as soon as I'd enter her pussy, because of all I was reading and thinking about all day, I'd enter and 3 pumps later... squirt squirt squirt.... all done.
I'd become overwhelmed with the desire.
I had to change, so took a break from this site and the thoughts of this beautiful, few lifestyle.
I went back to our normal family life, 3 kids, work, etc... and a somewhat normal sexlife, where I was able to perform again, although I find it mundane.
But in the meantime I've now adapted.
I've tried to explain more to her what I need, and seem to have stumbled upon a happy little place.
Every time we fuck, she lays down and watches porn on her phone, "to warm up".
We both do really although I never need it.
When I think she's turned on, on go down on her and use a rather large dildo on her (I got this online from the US called Real Doll, it's a real life silicone dildo about 9" and lovely and thick)
I gently insert and lick her constantly, and enjoy all her wetness.
When I feel her starting to get ready to come then I start to fuck her deeper and with more constant rhythm, until she's coming all over it.
When she's done, I remove it and swallow every bit of juice she has created.
Now for about a year, I'd then do her doggy where I would fuck her and she'd rub herself silly and come with me at the same time (this is a great fuck btw).
Recently I've been then putting her in doggy and putting the dildo on as a strap on and fucking her from behind whilst she rubs herself silly clit to orgasm ( I love this the best, because I get to watch her coming back onto the dildo right in front of me) and when she's orgasmed she reaches back and grabs my cock from below and jerks me off to orgasm (this isn't wonderful for me, except for the watching her part),
And finally though, I feel as though I've hit paydirt for the moment, as once I've fucked her with the dildo on the bed for her first orgasm, I now tell her to come and take her "seat" which she will.
She sits on my face reverse cowgirl and I get to eat her out like a total sub, whilst licking her arse also, whilst she leans forward and sucks me off.
Now this is beautiful, and I feel it's as good as I'm going to get.
It's been about 10yrs in the making to get this far, and I'm not complaining.
I tell her the only thing that could make this picture better was if I was to be holding her arse cheeks apart and making her pussy more accessible to a nice cock to fuck her from behind whilst I'm down there...
I can't be more open, honest and direct than that...
I'd be happiest if I was fuck licking her whilst seeing her fucked, but given that doesn't look like it'll happen, not anytime soon anyway, I'll be happy with where I've gotten to!
Thanks for reading
And all the best with your own journey!
I've had a fairly long journey down this road and thought it was time I shared where I was at.
I'm definitely a cuckold or as a minimum a stag.
I'm an Aussie husband, who has always felt an inner desire to be a stag/cuck, wanting to share/watch my wife get pleasured.
Just as a matter of interest, I have a 6" cock and can please, but Loooove to watch, but the thing is, no matter how I explain this to her, she's just not keen on other men.
If given the chance, she'd have a F/F fling.
We have tried swingers clubs in the past with no success, as she likes to meet people and properly get to know them first before play.
This makes it harder again.
I have tried all the tricks in the book, told her she's free to try, play, experiment, with people at the gym, the neighbour, anyone she meets, all to no avail.
2 years ago I used to be a daily reader on this site, it was taking control of my brain, I couldn't get the cuck lifestyle out of my head.
When we had sex, as soon as I'd enter her pussy, because of all I was reading and thinking about all day, I'd enter and 3 pumps later... squirt squirt squirt.... all done.
I'd become overwhelmed with the desire.
I had to change, so took a break from this site and the thoughts of this beautiful, few lifestyle.
I went back to our normal family life, 3 kids, work, etc... and a somewhat normal sexlife, where I was able to perform again, although I find it mundane.
But in the meantime I've now adapted.
I've tried to explain more to her what I need, and seem to have stumbled upon a happy little place.
Every time we fuck, she lays down and watches porn on her phone, "to warm up".
We both do really although I never need it.
When I think she's turned on, on go down on her and use a rather large dildo on her (I got this online from the US called Real Doll, it's a real life silicone dildo about 9" and lovely and thick)
I gently insert and lick her constantly, and enjoy all her wetness.
When I feel her starting to get ready to come then I start to fuck her deeper and with more constant rhythm, until she's coming all over it.
When she's done, I remove it and swallow every bit of juice she has created.
Now for about a year, I'd then do her doggy where I would fuck her and she'd rub herself silly and come with me at the same time (this is a great fuck btw).
Recently I've been then putting her in doggy and putting the dildo on as a strap on and fucking her from behind whilst she rubs herself silly clit to orgasm ( I love this the best, because I get to watch her coming back onto the dildo right in front of me) and when she's orgasmed she reaches back and grabs my cock from below and jerks me off to orgasm (this isn't wonderful for me, except for the watching her part),
And finally though, I feel as though I've hit paydirt for the moment, as once I've fucked her with the dildo on the bed for her first orgasm, I now tell her to come and take her "seat" which she will.
She sits on my face reverse cowgirl and I get to eat her out like a total sub, whilst licking her arse also, whilst she leans forward and sucks me off.
Now this is beautiful, and I feel it's as good as I'm going to get.
It's been about 10yrs in the making to get this far, and I'm not complaining.
I tell her the only thing that could make this picture better was if I was to be holding her arse cheeks apart and making her pussy more accessible to a nice cock to fuck her from behind whilst I'm down there...
I can't be more open, honest and direct than that...
I'd be happiest if I was fuck licking her whilst seeing her fucked, but given that doesn't look like it'll happen, not anytime soon anyway, I'll be happy with where I've gotten to!
Thanks for reading
And all the best with your own journey!
