I fought with “this is just a stage” for a very long time. Took a long time to realize being a sissy and cross dressing wasn’t a stage for me. I didn’t know what a cuck was but I was already one and just fighting that too.
I’m the most comfortable and relaxed when I’m dressed up. I love wearing my little pink cage. I don’t want to be dressed in public and parade around as a female impersonator, I’m happy doing that privately. Now if I had my choice of going back in time and being born a female, yes please. I’ll take that. As is though I just wish my wife would be into it and actually cuck me.