What have I done......

I let my wife go today on her very 1st date. This all started, by one of her friend that is in a open marriage. Her friend had been telling her how it's turned their marriage around that was becoming sorta stale, and spiced things up. I'll admit that ours after our kid has been just becoming a routine and boring. When she told me everything about what her friend told her it sounded so hot. So her friend hooked her up with this guy that she is currently with tonight. This guy her friend has been playing with also in the past. That's how her friend knows him.

I've been getting a few txt's from my wife through out her date saying what she has been up to with him so far. Like, him taking her to dinner and ect. She is right now at his house. The last txt I got from her was that she's just sitting on his sofa and he was mixing so drinks for her about 15 min's ago.

As I sit here, now rubbing myself thinking about her, and him at his place. And thinking about how thing's are going right now with her and what is going to happen tonight. I'm sorta, stressed, hot & turned on. At the same time thinking, what have I done...........

Some pics of her. We got married right out of highschool and I was her first. So this is also her first strange too.
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When she was pregnant:
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A selfie pic that she sent to the guy she's with and the one she got from him:
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This is the 1st time from me doing anything like this. I would love to here from other's that have done this before about how her experience is going to be tonight. Would really love to hear from any women on how there 1st time was. From what I understand the guy she is with has done this alot with other wives.