What's in it for a cuck?

[Luptlop]

Cucks, what does it feel like to share your secret desire not just with your woman but also with another man who you want to be the primary sexual partner of your woman. How dirty and arousing does it feel to share your sexual secret outside you marriage? This question is only for the couples who have a regular bull.

I am talking about enjoyment of sexual arousal in the wake of nervousness, anxiety, fear, shift in sexual/power dynamics, and maybe self-induced psychological humiliation by deliberately losing your place to another man as your woman's better sex partner and then encouraging, facilitating and experiencing their trysts either first hand by watching and/or listening, or hearing about it from your woman, over and over again, all of which is kept secret within three heads and a room.

What thoughts run through your head when her regular bull comes for a visit or you go to him for a meetup? How do you feel about (and cope with) the obvious shift in sexual hierarchy i.e. your woman and the bull becoming the primary couple for sex instead of your woman and yourself, and doing it on a very regular basis? Is their a psychological humiliation in all this that arouses you? How do you enhance such arousal?

 

[Iio fun]

Everytime my wife have sex with a bull either new one or regular i feel tons of emotions and i enjoy everything in being a cuckold. With my ex wife or with my wife now, being a cuckold is the most happy moments for me. I love the way men look at my wife, how they desire her, how they want to touch her. I enjoy the way the conversation starts with her then how everything changes when they know im her husband and im cukcold. I like the direct bull who knows what he wants. Then when they agree we go to he bedroom, it doesnt matter our bedroom, his place, office, back seat in the car, or public bathroom. Always my dick gets hard when we walk to the place knowing this man will fuck my wife. I check his croch to see if he is already hard and when i see he is hard i feel so horny. Then when the action starts, how he fucks her, how he enjoys my wife body, i hear her moans and screams and she shouts "harder fuck me harder" then how she looks at me while he is above her, when the orgasm crash on her she shouts his name not mine. Then how the bull looks at me while he fucks my wife, even after he finishes his look says thousands words. Both my wife and the bull during sex and after sex how they look at me i feel degraded, humiliated, but i love it because i see my wife wasted, tired and satisfied. I can write more about it but i think this is enough for now.