Hi all
My wife is about to start dating again after a break of approx. 12 months or so. Se has been cuckolding me before, we have lately been playing with other couples with great success.
Today my wife is planing to visit a new guy, a guy which is 24 of age. We are both 42.
When we are playing together I love watching her have fun, but yhe thought af me not participating or watching is for some reason making me very uncomfortable.
If I tell her not to go I will regret it a great deal in the future, as this just turnes me on big time. She will not go if I ask her. I know she will have fun doing it, they might shoot video and pic. For me. Which is a requirement from my side. Well I actually told the that it was up to her this time.
I am also allowed to play with others. Which I do. My wife told me that it is OK for me to fool around even if I say no to her. I told it would not be fair that I fool around and se doesn't.
I am sitting here waiting strange feelings. Not really sure how to react. If she gets the call I will let her have fun.
Any thoughts to this?
My wife is about to start dating again after a break of approx. 12 months or so. Se has been cuckolding me before, we have lately been playing with other couples with great success.
Today my wife is planing to visit a new guy, a guy which is 24 of age. We are both 42.
When we are playing together I love watching her have fun, but yhe thought af me not participating or watching is for some reason making me very uncomfortable.
If I tell her not to go I will regret it a great deal in the future, as this just turnes me on big time. She will not go if I ask her. I know she will have fun doing it, they might shoot video and pic. For me. Which is a requirement from my side. Well I actually told the that it was up to her this time.
I am also allowed to play with others. Which I do. My wife told me that it is OK for me to fool around even if I say no to her. I told it would not be fair that I fool around and se doesn't.
I am sitting here waiting strange feelings. Not really sure how to react. If she gets the call I will let her have fun.
Any thoughts to this?