I'm in need of help. My wife and I had played around maybe 10-12 times with a friend of mine. We decided we should stop because it's not exactly healthy. He wasn't bigger then me or anything. For some reason I find myself talking about it with her all the time, I can't control it. Sometimes I basically just do sporadic things like send him pictures of her. We have an account that we all share together where she posts pictures. Sometimes I'll just change the password to where he can't see it then change it back. One minute I'm turned on from it and the next minute I feel so bad like I done her wrong or something. We have been together going on 11 years. I was her first. She didn't want any of this for years and one day she gave in, I don't blame her. We enjoyed it together, we had alot of feelings to share about it, some good, some bad. I'm not worried about her going anywhere, I know were in love no doubt. But I'm wondering if I have a mental disorder or something. Should I seek help with this back and forth crap or has anyone else went threw this as well? Any advice helps. As for the Grammer police, it is what it is, I really don't care that I'm not great with Grammer so just don't. I'm looking for advice with the situation I said above, not Grammer. TIA