Anyone else have a similar experience?

Slyrik

Male
I consider myself a cuckold wether my wife takes advantage of it or not (she is open to the idea, we have talked about it and has told me that she knows I could never satisfy her again)
so...

I made my own chastity tube... I have a PA... specifically to secure chastity... I had a PA5000 but like I had read in reviews it eventually split. that had to be modified too. I found the problem with them also is they are too short and I could still jack off, also the gaps caused oedema.. so even that had to be modified. Sooo I bought some aluminium tube (its easier to cut and file etc.) and some sugru and experimented with different lengths etc.. finally got the size perfect. It is secured by a short princes wand fastend with a security screw through a silicon flesh tunnel, which is now covered with sugru so totally tamper proof.. and trust me impossible for me to cum. My wife has a free pass to fuck anyone she wants and the secure knowledge that no matter how hard I try, real men can cum in her and I cant even wank.

Cleaning... hmmm well sitting in the bath i use a syringe to squirt liquid soap in to the tube and vigorusly shake LOL then flush it out.. and the swab a Q tip around.. then repeat..

This is early days been in for just a week but now expect it to be permanent.

Why hmmm because I love my wife with all my heart and soul and my cock can no longer perform to her satisfaction... yeh done viagra and all that. So I have to get inventive and I wanted to make it up to her for not being the man she needs. I gave her the gift of all my future orgasms and she eagerly took them. "Good this is great. I dont want you having another orgasm .. EVER!" It's what she wants... Its what she deserves.

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Update...
I have managed 6 weeks of what I now realise.. really is permanent chastity. This is my new normal I may never have another orgasm.
My wife started to complain about me trying to jack off and was concerned that I might succeed so she demanded that I find a way to stop it. So I took an old chastity device and reused the based ring to attach it to the tube using a jubilee clip. I then added some chains to prevent the ring from lifting away from my body.. the result is scarily effective and when wearing it I can't even get a hard on.
My wife was very pleased and pleased with the aesthetic too... She says it looks as pathetic and useless as it really is...this is just the first day using it but she has said that from now on whenever practical she wants me wearing it.. she doesn't want me getting any stiffies and trying to get off.. "That's for real men that can please a woman properly" she said.. I am going to try to sleep in it and with any luck I can follow my beautiful wife's wishes, she deserves no less and much much more.. ( I think she might be working up to actively looking for a lover...and my head is reeling at what his reaction would be should she expose me to him)
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Update...
I have managed 6 weeks of what I now realise.. really is permanent chastity. This is my new normal I may never have another orgasm.
My wife started to complain about me trying to jack off and was concerned that I might succeed so she demanded that I find a way to stop it. So I took an old chastity device and reused the based ring to attach it to the tube using a jubilee clip. I then added some chains to prevent the ring from lifting away from my body.. the result is scarily effective and when wearing it I can't even get a hard on.
My wife was very pleased and pleased with the aesthetic too... She says it looks as pathetic and useless as it really is...this is just the first day using it but she has said that from now on whenever practical she wants me wearing it.. she doesn't want me getting any stiffies and trying to get off.. "That's for real men that can please a woman properly" she said.. I am going to try to sleep in it and with any luck I can follow my beautiful wife's wishes, she deserves no less and much much more.. ( I think she might be working up to actively looking for a lover...and my head is reeling at what his reaction would be should she expose me to him)
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Look like a penis, only smaller
 
definitely.. I think she is beginning to realise this...and I deserve to be made to watch as he unloads deep in her while I cant even get a stiffie... and then be forced to clean up his mess... She deserves the pleasure and the revenge for having to put up with my inadequacies.
 
definitely.. I think she is beginning to realise this...and I deserve to be made to watch as he unloads deep in her while I cant even get a stiffie... and then be forced to clean up his mess... She deserves the pleasure and the revenge for having to put up with my inadequacies.
You don’t think your dicklet will get stiff watching her lick and suck my cock, hearing the sound she makes when I impale her?
 
It would try desperately but locked down as it should be it would be painful and I wouldn't be able to help it... so while you are fucking her and enjoying all the pleasure my straining cock would be giving me pain... she deserves the pleasure .. you deserve the pleasure g
for giving her pleasure.. I deserve the pain for not being able to give her what you are giving her... ohhh the fantasy I want to be reality...