Cucks.- how old were you when got into this lifestyle / fetish?

I had a semi girlfriend as a young teen. I say semi cuz we would date and go steady but she never took me seriously as far as being a lover. The reason was because my cock was very small and I was submissive. I adored her and we were like best friends although she loved to humiliate me and being submissive,I kind of enjoyed that too. Negative attention was better than no attention from her. She let me know early on that she didn't consider me masculine enough to have sex with her because of my size but I held out hope anyway. She did let me give her oral which I loved and I would tell her how tasty and juicy her pussy always was. She would laugh and giggle every time I said things like that. What I didn't know was that she was fucking other guys and using me to clean her. Me being so naive I didn't have a clue. She kept her promiscuity from me pretty well till one day we had a fight and and she blurted out that she was fucking everyone but me because I was a tiny dicked loser. She told me I was nothing but her clean up bitch and that her juicy pussy I loved to eat was really other guys cum.She told me the names of all the guys who's cum I ate out of her pussy,many of them were my best buddies.She also told me all the girls think I'm pathetic and would never consider going out with me. Oddly this turned me so much I almost creamed in my pants.She was only with me cuz she got off on humiliating me and using me. In an act of total surrender and submissiveness I apologized , getting on my knees and begged her to take me back. I told her I wanted it to be like it was before.She was my only hope for any kind of contact with a girl and I learned to enjoyed the idea of being her little bitch. I told her I knew my place now and would do her bidding. She took me back to my great joy and over time added exciting new things to our quirky relationship. Of course she dated what she called "real men" while I had to accept her infidelity but I always looked foreward to licking up her sloppy crotch after she had a date. She continued to give out that giggle after that when I submissively cleaned her.

My relationship with my Filipina ex-gf was similar albeit nowhere near as extreme. I took her virginity and we fucked like rabbits at first. Slowly but surely the tables turned. She started to get off on mildly humiliating me, first by snowballing my own cum into my mouth after her daily epic blowjobs. Then we'd look at porn and she'd comment on every guy who had a bigger cock than my 5.5". Then she said she had heard that one of her co-workers was really hung, and wanted to have him join us in a session, but not fuck him, just jerk him off. And that of course led to her fucking his 8.5" in front of me and snowballing his cum into my mouth. Some girlfriends just naturally lump guys into a beta role that involves your being submissive to them, and your choice is to accept it or break it off, or more commonly the first then the second. And usually the longer you stay in that beta role, the more of someone else's cum you'll be ingesting LOL.
 
My relationship with my Filipina ex-gf was similar albeit nowhere near as extreme. I took her virginity and we fucked like rabbits at first. Slowly but surely the tables turned. She started to get off on mildly humiliating me, first by snowballing my own cum into my mouth after her daily epic blowjobs. Then we'd look at porn and she'd comment on every guy who had a bigger cock than my 5.5". Then she said she had heard that one of her co-workers was really hung, and wanted to have him join us in a session, but not fuck him, just jerk him off. And that of course led to her fucking his 8.5" in front of me and snowballing his cum into my mouth. Some girlfriends just naturally lump guys into a beta role that involves your being submissive to them, and your choice is to accept it or break it off, or more commonly the first then the second. And usually the longer you stay in that beta role, the more of someone else's cum you'll be ingesting LOL.
Sooner or later the pecking order arranges itself and the smaller you are the closer you end up towards the bottom. So if you are really small, then get used to eating a larger mans cum or get used to being lonely. When we first got married I resisted having to be subordinate to her boyfriend and eating the creampie he always gave to my wife. She responded by putting me into a chastity cage and when I was off work I was restricted to my room.She would have a boyfriend over and I could hear them fucking in the master bedroom while I was required to sit on the edge of my small bed in my little 12 x 12 foot room. The deal was, that would be where I spent all my spare time untill I agreed to be their submissive cuckold and do cleanup and other demeaning tasks. She finally broke my sprit and I learned where my place is. As time went on I started to get a sexual turn on from living as her pathetic bitch as she was fond of calling me. I was not a man in her eyes and was never allowed to fuck her. The only way I could touch her was with my tongue when cleaning her creampie or getting her ready for her man. The chastity cage seldom came off but once in a while if I was on good behavoir she might take it off me and let me sit on the floor at her feet and jerk off.The cage then quickly went back on and I had to lick up my own mess while being ridiculed and laughed at.
 
When I was a teenager, I was at one of those neighborhood cookouts and for whatever reason I noticed that my friends Mom was overly flirting with this younger guy, and the husband had no clue and I watched it unfold all night with it ending in me watching my friends mom fuck this young guy and going back to her house and husband as he left the party to put their kids to bed .. and she stayed and fucked was just such a turn on to me, without him knowing, or maybe he know but that was my fantasy was that he didn’t know..