Cucks who submit to bulls

I'm afraid of this happening. I haven't watched them yet. She wants me to at some point. She also wants me to guide him into her and has talked about me sucking him. I already feel so embarrassed he gets to fuck her I really struggle to imagine how I will look her in the eye after she sees me completely submit to him... Even facing him seems hard... I imagine I would be immediately submissive and not be able to look him in the eye. It took a long time for me to trust my wife with this, but to submit to a man feels like a very difficult next step I still need time to adjust to.

All that said... yes it turns me on and I jerk off to the idea... lol it is so confusing being a cuck...
 
My wife started cuckolding me in 2021 with a older super fit alpha stud. For about few months it was fine but then she was having sex with him in our house and she told him I cleaned up his cum. She called me up stairs and had me lick the cum out of her while she sat on my face and kissed her boyfriend. He was asking me how his cum tastes. My cuckold life changed because he would want me to help now. She got a second boyfriend about 2 years ago and that lasted about a year. She now has his friend as a boyfriend and she loves having sex with him because his super strong, younger and has a big cock. She told him i am a cuckold and explained what that was to him. Told him my husband knows I have sex with you. Now he likes to humiliate me by saying hey tell your cuck to lick my balls and clean my cum up. My wife likes when he does that.
 
I've come to know quite a few cuck couples over the years, but I don't really ask about peoples' pasts, and so I've wondered: How many cuck couples have started out with the wife being a cheater and the husband accepting it, building a the framework of their lifestyle together around it ... OR ... How many started out as vanilla couples, but the husband had the fantasy of his wife being a hotwife and he being a cuckold, and the wife accepted it?
 
I've come to know quite a few cuck couples over the years, but I don't really ask about peoples' pasts, and so I've wondered: How many cuck couples have started out with the wife being a cheater and the husband accepting it, building a the framework of their lifestyle together around it ... OR ... How many started out as vanilla couples, but the husband had the fantasy of his wife being a hotwife and he being a cuckold, and the wife accepted it?
We started out vanilla, as we got older my wife always had a fantasy about fucking this alpha stud in the neighborhood who liked her and was always flirted with her kissing her feeling her up. I went away for a week and she did it. She had sex with him and she fucked him. They fucked twice that week and she called me and told me everything
 
I'm afraid of this happening. I haven't watched them yet. She wants me to at some point. She also wants me to guide him into her and has talked about me sucking him. I already feel so embarrassed he gets to fuck her I really struggle to imagine how I will look her in the eye after she sees me completely submit to him... Even facing him seems hard... I imagine I would be immediately submissive and not be able to look him in the eye. It took a long time for me to trust my wife with this, but to submit to a man feels like a very difficult next step I still need time to adjust to.

All that said... yes it turns me on and I jerk off to the idea... lol it is so confusing being a cuck...
See this kind of stuff is always on the vibe of it. I would like you to do that to me as well but if it were to affect you negatively I wouldn't do it forcefully. Or at all. We could work our way there, but I view it as a mutual relationship between bull, wife, and cuck in that order. Everyone though should be happy with it to make it work.
I dream of the couple that I can be with happily from all sides. A husband that can be happy with his wife being pounded as she needs but also get his own fulfillment as well.
 
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I've come to know quite a few cuck couples over the years, but I don't really ask about peoples' pasts, and so I've wondered: How many cuck couples have started out with the wife being a cheater and the husband accepting it, building a the framework of their lifestyle together around it ... OR ... How many started out as vanilla couples, but the husband had the fantasy of his wife being a hotwife and he being a cuckold, and the wife accepted it?
I think a combination of those 2 propositions is probably a fairly common origin story for a LOT of couples. But I’d bet one common variation might be that the cheating that fuels a husband’s fantasy would have taken place in a prior, more formative relationship….likely with another female. I do however think the cheating wife/accepting husband path must be a growing stream to the dynamic, given the ever-increasing financial independence of women.
 
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I've come to know quite a few cuck couples over the years, but I don't really ask about peoples' pasts, and so I've wondered: How many cuck couples have started out with the wife being a cheater and the husband accepting it, building a the framework of their lifestyle together around it ... OR ... How many started out as vanilla couples, but the husband had the fantasy of his wife being a hotwife and he being a cuckold, and the wife accepted it?
That’s exactly how my wife and I entered this lifestyle
 
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I think a combination of those 2 propositions is probably a fairly common origin story for a LOT of couples. But I’d bet one common variation might be that the cheating that fuels a husband’s fantasy would have taken place in a prior, more formative relationship….likely with another female. I do however think the cheating wife/accepting husband path must be a growing stream to the dynamic, given the ever-increasing financial independence of women.
I've read that it's very commonly accepted in Japan, because the husbands put all of their effort into work. So, they ccept their wives cheating.
 
That’s exactly how my wife and I entered this lifestyle
Do you think that it's possible that porn/voyeurism plays a part, in that guys love porn, many want their GF.wife to be their personal pornstar, but pornstars fuck. You want to jerk off watching your wife cream on a guy's cock ... it's going to be someone else's cock. You can't make an omelet without breaking eggs, and if you want to see your wife do bukakke, she's going to have to suck some dicks.
 
Do you think that it's possible that porn/voyeurism plays a part, in that guys love porn, many want their GF.wife to be their personal pornstar, but pornstars fuck. You want to jerk off watching your wife cream on a guy's cock ... it's going to be someone else's cock. You can't make an omelet without breaking eggs, and if you want to see your wife do bukakke, she's going to have to suck some dicks.
I believe that to be true. That's why I wouldn't mind setting up gangbangs as a bull.