Hey all. I'm relatively new here and, to my knowledge, haven't been cuckolded. However, I have held a long-time fantasy of watching my wife with another man. This fantasy started with a dream that I had - my wife and I were facing each other in our bathroom. She was wearing just a sexy cami and bikini cut panties. The door was closed to the bedroom. She looked at me and said that if I didn't say anything at that moment, she was going into the bedroom where, apparently, there was a guy waiting for her on our bed. I just looked at her with a grin on my face. She said, "OK", slipped out of her panties, handed them to me, opened the door, and walked over to this guy laying on his back on our bed. There she took off her cami. I followed her, incredibly turned on, and watched as she climbed up on the bed, straddled him, and started grinding on his erect cock with her pussy. I was right there as I watched her position his cock and ease down on it. I watched as they got each other off right there on my bed. Wow, that dream is still vivid in my mind nearly 20 years later.
It's been a lot of years since that dream. I've mentioned it on various occasions to my wife, and it seems to turn her on, at least for a moment. But... it is wrong and immoral to her so it stops there. I don't know if she will ever have a change of heart - probably not.
Anyway, while I have enjoyed this fantasy for years, I recently found this site and have been reading the various stories. I posted earlier that I don't know if this is the right site for me. On the other hand, reading the stories of a wife's first time with another man really turns me on - perhaps because they cause me to think about my own fantasy that was so vivid and real, so much that I can still see her easing down on the guy's cock as I write this.
At least I'm turned on until I read a bit further. Apparently and according to the accounts that I read, most wives that start down this hotwife path are no longer sexually interested in their husband. I read of sexy wives that finally accede to having sex with another guy only to find that the wives like doing it with others, so much so that they are no longer are interested in their husbands. To each his/her own, but if comes to fulfilling my fantasy at the cost of never having sex with my wife, then I choose to not fulfill the fantasy.
So tell me, does a cuck always (or usually) become a non-sexual entity in a marriage?
It's been a lot of years since that dream. I've mentioned it on various occasions to my wife, and it seems to turn her on, at least for a moment. But... it is wrong and immoral to her so it stops there. I don't know if she will ever have a change of heart - probably not.
Anyway, while I have enjoyed this fantasy for years, I recently found this site and have been reading the various stories. I posted earlier that I don't know if this is the right site for me. On the other hand, reading the stories of a wife's first time with another man really turns me on - perhaps because they cause me to think about my own fantasy that was so vivid and real, so much that I can still see her easing down on the guy's cock as I write this.
At least I'm turned on until I read a bit further. Apparently and according to the accounts that I read, most wives that start down this hotwife path are no longer sexually interested in their husband. I read of sexy wives that finally accede to having sex with another guy only to find that the wives like doing it with others, so much so that they are no longer are interested in their husbands. To each his/her own, but if comes to fulfilling my fantasy at the cost of never having sex with my wife, then I choose to not fulfill the fantasy.
So tell me, does a cuck always (or usually) become a non-sexual entity in a marriage?