My wife has had solo dates multiple times and doesn't really like strangers. She has played without me there and probably will again. She wants to be friends first which is fine with me.
She has agreed to go to a club with me. We agreed it would be just seeing what it is about and not going home with anyone. I am starting to think she isn't as ready because she is raising some doubts and as not as excited as she was after we had an intense night of sex.
As excited about the possibly of seeing her find a couple, I do still love her and don't want it to be a bad experience. I feel I have to delete the swinger account We made and cancel our trip. She hasn't asked, but I want it feel right for her.
I just wish I could delete my desire to see her with someone else as easily as I delete the account at the club.
She has agreed to go to a club with me. We agreed it would be just seeing what it is about and not going home with anyone. I am starting to think she isn't as ready because she is raising some doubts and as not as excited as she was after we had an intense night of sex.
As excited about the possibly of seeing her find a couple, I do still love her and don't want it to be a bad experience. I feel I have to delete the swinger account We made and cancel our trip. She hasn't asked, but I want it feel right for her.
I just wish I could delete my desire to see her with someone else as easily as I delete the account at the club.