My wife knows my kink, she was reluctant but has embraced it more. Role play in the room, toys that we use or makes me watch. She said she wants to give this to me, I feel bad because I’m not sure if she wants it or is doing it for me. She said that if she did she wanted it to be a guy she’s already hooked up with in the past. I’m not sure how I feel at that, I’m excited but confused as well. I’m just trying to see how to navigate this.