My first taste of the hotwife brew of swirling emotions came actually at the hands of a hotgirfriend (HGF). While dating a girl some years ago, we had been a "steady couple" for a while. She went on a trip of 10 days or so with school friends, and after she came back she was acting differently. I then found a picture of a guy she met while on that trip in her bedroom. When I asked her who he was, she blushed and got nervous. I asked her if she met him while on her trip and she said yes she had. I asked her if anything happened with him during her time away, and she looked guilty. She denied anything happened, but with further questioning, she confessed she had gone out with him most of that time away. So she cheated on me!! I was tossed into the blender of emotions that I hadn't asked for.
I was angry at first and stayed away from her for a few days. But the more I thought about her being with him while on a getaway trip with several of her friends, it became a very hot thought. I knew she was very sexual, and so I knew she had to have a few sessions with him during that 10 days time. Those thoughts completely overwhelmed my brain and I found myself thinking about her & him all the time. The idea became more & more arousing to me. I pictured her with him constantly, and was rock-hard from it.
After the anger settled down, I asked her if she wanted to continue dating other guys "on the side" while we remained a couple. She told me yes, she would like to. I became instantly steel-hard and she knew it. She took advantage of my condition and became very good at teasing me about her craving for other guys. She would go out with other guys, and then come home and tell me in detail what all they did together sexually. She loved making me crazy with details and how much she LOVED getting a variety of guys. Her sexual appetite was off the charts and she was experimenting with different ways of driving her dates crazy with passion. Needless to say, when she came home and we got together, the sex was scorching hot!!! I would be all worked up in a frenzy while she was on a date with another guy, then she'd come home and tell me everything they did, and we'd have blistering sex recounting all her fun with the other guys.
That was my first taste of romantic anxiety, worry, fretting, angst, fear I might lose her to another guy, feeling abandoned - but also the intoxicating, delicious agony that comes with knowing "your" girl is having a wonderful time completely enjoying another guy sexually as you sat at home. VERY ADDICTING mix of emotions.
I was angry at first and stayed away from her for a few days. But the more I thought about her being with him while on a getaway trip with several of her friends, it became a very hot thought. I knew she was very sexual, and so I knew she had to have a few sessions with him during that 10 days time. Those thoughts completely overwhelmed my brain and I found myself thinking about her & him all the time. The idea became more & more arousing to me. I pictured her with him constantly, and was rock-hard from it.
After the anger settled down, I asked her if she wanted to continue dating other guys "on the side" while we remained a couple. She told me yes, she would like to. I became instantly steel-hard and she knew it. She took advantage of my condition and became very good at teasing me about her craving for other guys. She would go out with other guys, and then come home and tell me in detail what all they did together sexually. She loved making me crazy with details and how much she LOVED getting a variety of guys. Her sexual appetite was off the charts and she was experimenting with different ways of driving her dates crazy with passion. Needless to say, when she came home and we got together, the sex was scorching hot!!! I would be all worked up in a frenzy while she was on a date with another guy, then she'd come home and tell me everything they did, and we'd have blistering sex recounting all her fun with the other guys.
That was my first taste of romantic anxiety, worry, fretting, angst, fear I might lose her to another guy, feeling abandoned - but also the intoxicating, delicious agony that comes with knowing "your" girl is having a wonderful time completely enjoying another guy sexually as you sat at home. VERY ADDICTING mix of emotions.