Hey guys. I'm a 22 year old guy. When I was younger, there was this girl who was into me that was two years younger than me. She’s really pretty, with a short figure and petite body (recent pic attached). She got my snapchat from a friend of mine and added me there. I was not into her, but after some years, we started casually snapping. Suddenly, she started sending me videos of her practising giving a blowjob with a banana and saying she sent it to me by mistake. I thought it was kinda hot, so I replied encouragingly. Keep in mind she was a virgin at the time, and so was i but i did not tell her. Then she kept sending me pics of her in underwear, videos of her practising giving bj's, twerking and eventually nudes. I started thinking she was into me and wanted to hook up or something, but we never actually properly met. She even asked me to buy her sex toys because she thought it was embarrassing, and so I did, and I got videos of her using them on herself. This whole thing went on for about a year.
It escalated when she started telling me about her first experiences with guys. For example, she told me about one time she was on vacation. She described in detail how she met a guy, snuck into his hotel room, made out with him and sucked his cock. She told me about how horny that made her. I thought it was a little weird since I initially thought she was into me, but it turned out she actually wasn't. I thought it was kinda hot hearing about her with this other guy, so I answered positively. Then it keeps going, time and time again she meets a guy and tells me about all the dirty things they do. It seems she likes to tell me about it too, which I find both strange and hot.
Eventually she starts dating a lot of black guys, and she even tells me she prefers black guys over white guys (I’m white). She begins sending pics of her with them. I remember one of them being her standing in front of the mirror, and a much taller black guy taking the picture, both of them naked. At this time, she also starts sending videos of her giving blowjobs and fucking different black guys, often with no captions. Just kind of sharing her experiences with me.
I remember getting so turned on by it, and jerking off like crazy to these pics and vids of her getting fucked by some random guys. Around this period, I discovered and started watching cuckold porn, especially interracial cuckolding. I got really turned on by these fantasies of someone fucking my girlfriend. In later relationships, I also fantasized a lot about my gf being with someone else, often black men. I even shared pics of my gf with random people online and jerked off to her. At this point, I’m still really into cuckold porn and have a folder of my favorite cuckold videos.
My question to you guys is: Do you think my "relationship" to that girl when I was younger was a cuckold-ish kind of relationship? And do you think that is what caused me to be into cuckolding/interracial fantasies? And why do you think she sent me those kinds of things? Do you think she enjoyed sharing pics and vids of her because she got turned on by it, or to gain confidence or something else?
It escalated when she started telling me about her first experiences with guys. For example, she told me about one time she was on vacation. She described in detail how she met a guy, snuck into his hotel room, made out with him and sucked his cock. She told me about how horny that made her. I thought it was a little weird since I initially thought she was into me, but it turned out she actually wasn't. I thought it was kinda hot hearing about her with this other guy, so I answered positively. Then it keeps going, time and time again she meets a guy and tells me about all the dirty things they do. It seems she likes to tell me about it too, which I find both strange and hot.
Eventually she starts dating a lot of black guys, and she even tells me she prefers black guys over white guys (I’m white). She begins sending pics of her with them. I remember one of them being her standing in front of the mirror, and a much taller black guy taking the picture, both of them naked. At this time, she also starts sending videos of her giving blowjobs and fucking different black guys, often with no captions. Just kind of sharing her experiences with me.
I remember getting so turned on by it, and jerking off like crazy to these pics and vids of her getting fucked by some random guys. Around this period, I discovered and started watching cuckold porn, especially interracial cuckolding. I got really turned on by these fantasies of someone fucking my girlfriend. In later relationships, I also fantasized a lot about my gf being with someone else, often black men. I even shared pics of my gf with random people online and jerked off to her. At this point, I’m still really into cuckold porn and have a folder of my favorite cuckold videos.
My question to you guys is: Do you think my "relationship" to that girl when I was younger was a cuckold-ish kind of relationship? And do you think that is what caused me to be into cuckolding/interracial fantasies? And why do you think she sent me those kinds of things? Do you think she enjoyed sharing pics and vids of her because she got turned on by it, or to gain confidence or something else?
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