I "cheated" on my situationship

Hello, my name is Vidal. For context, I'm in a situationship with this Mexican girl. To keep her privacy, I'll just call her R. So a few months ago this girl messaged me on insta. I didn't think much of it at first and I just dmed her back. I thought that she was cute, and we talked for a few months. I immediately took interest in her as I thought that she was cute, and I got the impression that she was into me. Couple months later and I decided to ghost her cause it was getting too risky, and the excitement of the chase was not worth the trouble. It was pretty scandalous to say. Fast forward to last night, and somehow R found screenshots of my conversations with this girl. I don't know how, but I think she messaged her. She yelled at me and cried for hours. But I eventually got through the yapping. To be honest? I think that I enjoyed it. It was an ego boost having so many girls in my DMs. I'm not sure where we are at the moment. But I think I want to dabble in this interest a bit more.