I'm a guy in my 50's, married to a wonderful woman who, unfortunately, is completely against the idea of CNM. She has known I wanted to do it for most of our nearly 30 year marriage. She has a perpetual hall pass that she has yet to cash in. That's as far as I can go with it since the sub can't very well be trying to run the show. She says that I wouldn't be able to handle the real thing.
She is supportive enough to roleplay with me in bed, though. I've watched her play with large dildos while pretending it was an ex-boyfriend, been ridiculed while fucking, eaten my own creampie, and pretty much every cuckolding scenario there is, short of actually having a third person with us. With my recent E.D. diagnosis I am hoping it might nudge her past that limitation, but thusfar it's only made her even more concerned about my feelings. I recently started hinting that some encouraged bi play might be fun... we'll see if that's a bridge too far.
I'm just here to talk to like-minded folks and live vicariously through them since it's probably not going to happen for me.
She is supportive enough to roleplay with me in bed, though. I've watched her play with large dildos while pretending it was an ex-boyfriend, been ridiculed while fucking, eaten my own creampie, and pretty much every cuckolding scenario there is, short of actually having a third person with us. With my recent E.D. diagnosis I am hoping it might nudge her past that limitation, but thusfar it's only made her even more concerned about my feelings. I recently started hinting that some encouraged bi play might be fun... we'll see if that's a bridge too far.
I'm just here to talk to like-minded folks and live vicariously through them since it's probably not going to happen for me.
