hello everyone
married 6 years, fantasizing about the lifestyle, about being a cuck, for a long time already.
while we have satisfactory monogamous sex life still, i am completely addicted to her satisfaction. this is what turns me on, her satisfaction, her orgasm.
being on sub side myself, being rejected, ordered, made to watch, multiplies my above pleasure 10 fold.
i have read a some about the emotional impacts and it is really hard to tell how it will be unless you experiment yourself...
So, i'm moving forward, following some advises read on the forums and we are at the bed discussion stage of it.
i'm sure most of you, active in the lifestyle, had a beginning of some sort. I would like to chat with you a bit and to get some mentoring from you... both sides, cuck, or hotwife.
we're from northern california.
married 6 years, fantasizing about the lifestyle, about being a cuck, for a long time already.
while we have satisfactory monogamous sex life still, i am completely addicted to her satisfaction. this is what turns me on, her satisfaction, her orgasm.
being on sub side myself, being rejected, ordered, made to watch, multiplies my above pleasure 10 fold.
i have read a some about the emotional impacts and it is really hard to tell how it will be unless you experiment yourself...
So, i'm moving forward, following some advises read on the forums and we are at the bed discussion stage of it.
i'm sure most of you, active in the lifestyle, had a beginning of some sort. I would like to chat with you a bit and to get some mentoring from you... both sides, cuck, or hotwife.
we're from northern california.