This story about your ex wife Louise reminds me of an experience I had. When I was in the air forse in tech school my two roommates had a woman in their class who was a sex addict. Her name was Cindy. She was a recently divorced woman who I suppose joined the service as an escape. A woman in the service who craves sex has it made, even if she's not great looking. She's still a rarity. All the guys wanted to have sex with Cindy. She would take the entire class (six to eight guys) to a motel on weekends, often even chipping in herself. Once I tagged along as a driver. When we got to the motel room she stripped off and immediately several of the guys fondled her and I watched them have sex with her...with her screaming in pleasure! She'd take on everyone, she was insatiable!
When it became my turn I was too shy to do it, plus I hadn't removed my clothes either. She encouraged me to do so but I wouldn't and she teased me about being "cherry." Which I was. She didn't do this in a mean way but she wanted me to get involved like everyone else had. I couldn't, not in front of the others. I ended up leaving, but not before getting quite an eyeful of her sexy body and full tits jiggling like crazy as she was getting fucked. She was no beauty but sexy as hell. She always had a smile and that twinkle in her eye that told you she knew you wanted her.
There was one guy, and if you looked up "cuck" in the dictionary his picture would be there, right next to mine. He wanted Cindy, not just as a sex partner, he wanted a relationship with her. I got all this info from my roommates. He was in love with her. He was never going to satisfy her by himself and looking back I figure he knew he'd be a cuck for her and was happy to do it. She let something develop with them as he was always around her, always. She allowed it. I never knew what her true feelings were towards him but I'm hoping they were genuine. She wasn't likely to find such a sweet devoting guy as "Tennessee," which is what we nicknamed him. He reminded you of Tennesse Tuxedo. Looked just like him. I hope they are still togehter....it's been over 30 years!