So my wife and I (early 30s) have been married for about 10 years now and have no children. She is wanting kids and I’m at a crossroad. I have had a fantasy for about 8 years now of her fucking black guys and them pleasuring her the way she deserves and she has no idea about it. She is a conservative/traditional wife and I don’t want to tell her. But I do not want to have kids with her for 1 reason, I only want to see her have black babies and only fuck black men. What do I do?? I can’t keep this a secret from her much longer, it’s killing me!