Still have so much Anxiety

[tjlove23]

She has been playing for over 20 years and I still havnt figured out how to deal with the intensity of feelings I get.

We were just at a bar and I sat in a corner and watched her and this man start talking and dancing. By the end of the night she was grinding on him. He knew she was married but never let on I was there.

The Rollercoaster of emotions is almost too much. I felt jealousy at times, excited, and a little worried she wasn't the same person.

She took another friend home and they fucked in her car. I am waiting on her to return.

She always reconnect with me and I get excited about it in the end. We have a hotwife dynamic and not humiliation. I dont understand why it is still harder. Maybe because under the excitement is the woman I truly love.

 

[atxlscouple]

Your feelings are 💯 valid. Have you told her how it makes you feel? Maybe it’s time that you redefine the boundaries. The LS only works if everyone is on the same exact page and paragraph. If one person is reading ahead, it doesn’t work right. Over-communication is paramount. If she’s not letting on that her husband is there, unless that’s the kink that you’ve previously agreed upon, she’s disrespecting you. But, if you haven’t told her, she might not even realize it. Talk to your partner. That’s the only sustainable model. Good luck!

 

[Vincenzo]

You just have to remember, its just fucking. In the end, its you that she loves and comes back to

 

[tjlove23]

Your feelings are 💯 valid. Have you told her how it makes you feel? Maybe it’s time that you redefine the boundaries. The LS only works if everyone is on the same exact page and paragraph. If one person is reading ahead, it doesn’t work right. Over-communication is paramount. If she’s not letting on that her husband is there, unless that’s the kink that you’ve previously agreed upon, she’s disrespecting you. But, if you haven’t told her, she might not even realize it. Talk to your partner. That’s the only sustainable model. Good luck!

She is doing what I want. I forgot to add she did exactly as I told her do. It is just so intense in the moment. She is on her way home and once we reconnect, I am ok.

 

[atxlscouple]

She is doing what I want. I forgot to add she did exactly as I told her do. It is just so intense in the moment. She is on her way home and once we reconnect, I am ok.

Well, if it’s exactly what you want, you wasted a post. You like the anxiety. Enjoy.

 

[tjlove23]

Well, if it’s exactly what you want, you wasted a post. You like the anxiety. Enjoy.

No I love the end result.

 

[Cassy84]

She has been playing for over 20 years and I still havnt figured out how to deal with the intensity of feelings I get.

We were just at a bar and I sat in a corner and watched her and this man start talking and dancing. By the end of the night she was grinding on him. He knew she was married but never let on I was there.

The Rollercoaster of emotions is almost too much. I felt jealousy at times, excited, and a little worried she wasn't the same person.

She took another friend home and they fucked in her car. I am waiting on her to return.

She always reconnect with me and I get excited about it in the end. We have a hotwife dynamic and not humiliation. I dont understand why it is still harder. Maybe because under the excitement is the woman I truly love.

Maybe you need to talk with her and get on the same page, one thing is certain, if her panties are down and another guys dick is right there, it's going to finish up balls deep inside you wife's little married pussy. Remember you said that you sit in the corner and guys dance with her and she grinds against their cocks. Well like her every time I do that I expect and want to be fucked by the guy, you need to realise that once her pussy is wet and the guy's cock is hard and straining against his pants, she's going let him fuck her whether you agree or not. It only fair that he gets to fuck her anyway he wants, after all you said she was grinding herself on his raging cock, and you never tried to stop her from doing it. Let her have her fun or stop it before it starts, it's really that easy.

 

[strayder]

Know what you mean... The butterflies in my stomach when I hear my wife open our front door, butterflies that is flapping their wings when she looks at me with that "I've been used many times by another man tonight", look and when she sort of stares down her nose when she tells me how her lover had used her. And the jerk in my stomach when the butterflies suddenly becomes eagles when my wife sort of innocently ask me if I want to see the evidence from her lover. I can't say no, cos I want so much to se her lovers cum dripping out of my wife's pussy or ass, so I say yes and my mount dry out when I see thick and sticky cum hang between her pussy/ass and her sexy underwear and the eagles in my stomach flaps their wings in a jealousy mixed arousal I always get when I see her lovers cum inside her...

And then we go to our bedroom where we undress and I horny ass fuck sticks my cock in my wife pussy or asshole and whiff in another mans musk all over my wife's body and feel a strange pride over that another man just have enjoyed my wife sexy naked body and that he have had his cock inside her sometimes many times until he shoot his cum inside her...

Makes me just as horny and jealous to day as it did the very first time I got my wife back freshly fucked... And even better, my wife really REALLY loves this arrangement, she loves spending a night now and then alone with her lover and drive home to me and getting fucked hard by me. Makes us both very horny.. And me very jealous, even though we have done this for four years now...

 

[Cassy84]

If you are having so much anxiety, maybe you need to talk with her and get you both on same page. One thing is certain, if her panties are down and another guy's dick is right there and is a decant size, it's going to finish up balls deep inside you wife's little married pussy every time. Remember you said that you sit in the corner and guys dance with her and she grinds against their cocks. Well like her every time I do that I expect and want to be fucked by the guy, you need to realise that once her pussy is wet and the guy's big cock is hard and straining against his pants, she's going let him fuck her whether you agree or not. It's only fair that he gets to fuck her anyway he wants, after all you said she you watched her grinding herself on his raging cock. You watched instead of trying to stop her from seducing the guy she was dancing with. You encouraged her to let him have his way with her by sitting there watching them. If you didn't want it to happen you should have put a hold on it long before she started rubbing herself against this guy's big dick, it's really would have been that easy. Now you have to live with him fucking her, and knowing you allowed her to open the door to your marriage, she is going to fuck him and any other guy she fancy's and you really can't complain can you, she's a hotwife now and your her cuckold husband forever now.

 

[imherManwantHER]

She has been playing for over 20 years and I still havnt figured out how to deal with the intensity of feelings I get.

We were just at a bar and I sat in a corner and watched her and this man start talking and dancing. By the end of the night she was grinding on him. He knew she was married but never let on I was there.

The Rollercoaster of emotions is almost too much. I felt jealousy at times, excited, and a little worried she wasn't the same person.

She took another friend home and they fucked in her car. I am waiting on her to return.

She always reconnect with me and I get excited about it in the end. We have a hotwife dynamic and not humiliation. I dont understand why it is still harder. Maybe because under the excitement is the woman I truly love.

I get it and it’s fantastic that you two have a system agreed upon that apparently works for you both. Honestly for me the emotions you mentioned would 💯 be too much for me to have anything go on at all, even really flirting much less to share her without my being present and hands on. But that’s just me and I may well be in the minority here concerning boundaries? 😁

 

[Cassy84]

If you are having so much anxiety, maybe you need to talk with her and get you both on same page. One thing is certain, if her panties are down and another guy's dick is right there and is a decant size, it's going to finish up balls deep inside you wife's little married pussy every time. Remember you said that you sit in the corner and guys dance with her and she grinds against their cocks. Well like her every time I do that I expect and want to be fucked by the guy, you need to realise that once her pussy is wet and the guy's big cock is hard and straining against his pants, she's going let him fuck her whether you agree or not. It's only fair that he gets to fuck her anyway he wants, after all you said she you watched her grinding herself on his raging cock. You watched instead of trying to stop her from seducing the guy she was dancing with. You encouraged her to let him have his way with her by sitting there watching them. If you didn't want it to happen you should have put a hold on it long before she started rubbing herself against this guy's big dick, it's really would have been that easy. Now you have to live with him fucking her, and knowing you allowed her to open the door to your marriage, she is going to fuck him and any other guy she fancy's and you really can't complain can you, she's a hotwife now and your her cuckold husband forever now.

Now that you let her sample some truly alfa cock, she won't be keen to down grade to your below average size dick too often, will she