My wife and I participate in fantasy cuck talk, but she has always expressed a reluctance to go through with it. One of the hottest things she does for me is to dress sexy and go to the local Indian Casino by herself. Sometimes I get to help her prepare for her trips and pick outfits for her to wear, sometimes not.
I've discussed this aspect of our play a few times on this board and how it never fails to wind me up and we have great sex when she returns home. She's always denied that anything interesting has happened to her while at the casino.
Fast forward to last night. While we were out to dinner, she initiated a conversation about what she intended to do during next week as she has taken the week off from work.
One of the things she stated was that she was going to the Indian Casino. When I asked her when she was planning to go, she told me that she wanted to go in the evening as opposed to the daytime as there were more people there in the evening and more chances she would get hit on. When she discussed going on a Friday evening, I knew she wanted me to participate in the preparations as I would be home that night and could engage in the angst of waiting for her to come home.
This perked me up right away, but I tried to act casual. I asked her a few questions and then she volunteered that she had been hit on in the past, (something she had denied in the past) before the Covid thing, but that it was always, "Old black guys". The emphasis was on the "Old". Neither one of us is racist but the fantasy lover we've always discussed is a younger guy with the ability to go multiple rounds.
I told her that for dipping her toes in the water, an older, more experienced man might be just the ticket and she shouldn't rule anyone out just because of their age.
This resulted in some eyebrow raising and a look that said she hadn't thought of it that way. I asked her if she had ever been with a black guy before to which she replied "No". Again, more eyebrow raising. I told her it might be a different experience for her.
She then talked about her outfit for the trip and stated that her new, leather miniskirt was just the thing. She told me that I could pick out the top but warned me not to go too far as that would make her too self-conscious and make her feel inhibited. I realized at this point that she had been putting a lot of thought into this and that turned up the heat for me. To think that she had spent time considering so many details made me realize she actually does think about this without my prompting.
Then she told me in an off-hand way that her casino membership entitles her to four free stays a week at the casino hotel and that they used to be for weeknights but now included weekends as well. She did tell me that the caveat was she had to make a reservation so "spur of the moment" was off the table. I of course told her that she should make the reservation before Friday "just in case".
I think the thing that gets me the most about this whole exchange is that she seemed to be leading me down the path, gauging my reaction, and eliciting the responses she desired from me. It seemed manipulated and planned in a good way. A passive-aggressive way to steer the conversation.
I think this indicates a shift in her reluctance and a positive step forward to the possibility of me getting cucked. Thinking about this now has my cock throbbing in anticipation of Friday night and the possibility that she has tried to "manipulate" me into getting something that I've wanted is just amazing and so unlike her.
I'll try to update this after Friday night. I know that when I've gotten my expectations up in the past, realities have never lived up to the experience, so my thoughts are tempered by past experience. I don't want to disappoint myself, so I'll just try to live in each moment as it comes along and enjoy the ride.
I've discussed this aspect of our play a few times on this board and how it never fails to wind me up and we have great sex when she returns home. She's always denied that anything interesting has happened to her while at the casino.
Fast forward to last night. While we were out to dinner, she initiated a conversation about what she intended to do during next week as she has taken the week off from work.
One of the things she stated was that she was going to the Indian Casino. When I asked her when she was planning to go, she told me that she wanted to go in the evening as opposed to the daytime as there were more people there in the evening and more chances she would get hit on. When she discussed going on a Friday evening, I knew she wanted me to participate in the preparations as I would be home that night and could engage in the angst of waiting for her to come home.
This perked me up right away, but I tried to act casual. I asked her a few questions and then she volunteered that she had been hit on in the past, (something she had denied in the past) before the Covid thing, but that it was always, "Old black guys". The emphasis was on the "Old". Neither one of us is racist but the fantasy lover we've always discussed is a younger guy with the ability to go multiple rounds.
I told her that for dipping her toes in the water, an older, more experienced man might be just the ticket and she shouldn't rule anyone out just because of their age.
This resulted in some eyebrow raising and a look that said she hadn't thought of it that way. I asked her if she had ever been with a black guy before to which she replied "No". Again, more eyebrow raising. I told her it might be a different experience for her.
She then talked about her outfit for the trip and stated that her new, leather miniskirt was just the thing. She told me that I could pick out the top but warned me not to go too far as that would make her too self-conscious and make her feel inhibited. I realized at this point that she had been putting a lot of thought into this and that turned up the heat for me. To think that she had spent time considering so many details made me realize she actually does think about this without my prompting.
Then she told me in an off-hand way that her casino membership entitles her to four free stays a week at the casino hotel and that they used to be for weeknights but now included weekends as well. She did tell me that the caveat was she had to make a reservation so "spur of the moment" was off the table. I of course told her that she should make the reservation before Friday "just in case".
I think the thing that gets me the most about this whole exchange is that she seemed to be leading me down the path, gauging my reaction, and eliciting the responses she desired from me. It seemed manipulated and planned in a good way. A passive-aggressive way to steer the conversation.
I think this indicates a shift in her reluctance and a positive step forward to the possibility of me getting cucked. Thinking about this now has my cock throbbing in anticipation of Friday night and the possibility that she has tried to "manipulate" me into getting something that I've wanted is just amazing and so unlike her.
I'll try to update this after Friday night. I know that when I've gotten my expectations up in the past, realities have never lived up to the experience, so my thoughts are tempered by past experience. I don't want to disappoint myself, so I'll just try to live in each moment as it comes along and enjoy the ride.