I did not have sex for many years. My husband has Asperger’s Syndrome like me but he does not like sex and I am opposite. He tried early in the marriage but he did not like to and it was not fun for him and me. We did not have sex before we married. This was usual in India then so I did not think it was problem.
I masturbated for many years. I only had sex with husband rarely and it was never good. I started my PhD and met a man and we were friends. We would go out after university as friends but when he knew I had no sex he became interested in me that way. He is half Indian and half Australian and he works at the university. He takes photographs and he is very good at this. He asks me to sit with him and he takes many photos of me. I like this and we do it often and soon I am comfortable to take off my clothes for him. I feel sexy and free doing this and soon we have sex after.
The sex is very good. I was virgin when I married and only had proper sex with husband but had played with boyfriends when at school. I only knew bad sex but with fuck buddy it is good. He makes me orgasm many times and he will do anything I ask. I watch porn videos and he does to me what is in video. Now I am in menopause he will ejaculate in pussy sometimes. Before I only let him use my mouth or bottom for this. We have sex often when husband is away but I am in UK now so we cannot meet. I will enjoy sex again soon I hope.
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