You can't always get what you want... But yeah, I do go to cuckold parties and get the kind of sex I need sometimes. Sometimes I go to the gloryhole club and give BJ's to strangers. Date night with the hand ended when I started self-chastity a few weeks ago 😛 I don't need to orgasm, being in a constant state of arousal is better, orgasms tend to wreck arousal.