When was the first moment you realized you were a cuckold (Honest answer please, not fantasy šŸ™)

I have to admit I wanted it . I wanted to be cuckolded. I was excited and haorny. I watched my wife and stap dad. We got to the motel room. He called her over. She went to him and they kissed . A bot open mouthed kiss. I could see his hands touching her. Her arms around him. I could see there tongues wrestle . I almost came as I watched them kiss in front of me. I could hear my wife mnT_vbbt4ehxqnu07cb5kayijecd_600.jpgoan softly
 
Ive been a cuckold for about 8 yrs. Its not a everyday or even every month occurrence and I'm not really into the humiliation aspect of cuckoldry.
However, once when my wife is in the throws of a fantastic fucking, she looked at me and said "I love you but you will never be able to fuck me like this." She wasnt belittling me or even being mean. However, it did really turn me on. Just taling about it here is giving me a hard on