You know your a cuck when, in my case i think about how i/we got here,
I was a normal young man with only one perversion, my love of the female form in jeans...Then i was chatted up by a 6ft, slim, pretty girl, a tomboy she had just turned 16 (so all legal) was untouched and a fine wearer of jeans encasing her 33 inch legs and small pert curvy bottom. She had just left school and started her first job,
My friends adored her, they couldnt understand how i had trapped off with such a pretty and delightfully fit outgoing girl,
I liked other men looking at her, she didnt, i didnt mind her speaking to other men, she always cameback to me. I was never jealous,
She wore suspenders for the first time "for me"... under a skirt, then i asked if she would wear them under her skin tight jeans, she didnt reply but soon she did, i loved the feel, but knew other men liked the look as the straps pressed through the denim when she was stood up. Who was the pervert? me for asking? or her for wearing them? This became a treat for me as did her new knee boots making her 6ft 3, the same height as me.
I was and remain the dominant one in our relationship.
It was only a matter of time before she cheated, yet she told me, our friendship survived just...soon she posed topless for my camera,
At a works party ...... at the disco she danced, the only one to do so, my male colleagues stood and watched, it was as if she was doing striptease, she knew all the dance moves to the 80s songs, her dancing was very sexual, i liked the comments then and after.
She confessed aged 17 she had been fucked on holiday, now that actually turned me on and years later i found out she knew this, it brought us much closer together too. My picture collection had grown and soon we were engaged, to be married when she was 18, encouraged by her parents.
I therefore knew she was very attractive to other men and NO i didnt mind, being a tomboy she found men easy to talk to, often men thought she was flirting, she wasnt.
When she was in her very early 20s I worked at the same place as my best friend, he was a serial womaniser and married, we went out and on holiday with him and his wife. We talked a lot about sex, he told me of his conquests with other women. Then he told me the woman he really would like to seduce was my young wife, he said she would be easy to seduce. I said NO. But this wasnt the end of this subject and he persisted, wouldnt i like to watch? he started saying, then a long time later sexually fustrated and horny i agreed, he could try.
The venue was to be our house, then i tried to cancel, he refused. I have never been more nervous in my life but as written elsewhere over several hours i watched him as we sat on the settee he touching my wifes leg, ...... she didnt object, then later he wanked her through her jeans, i had never done this or seen her reaction to simply touching. Her resistance was nil i was shocked to the core as her leg pressed into mine and i could feel her body moving to his fingers as if electric shocks.
I was truely scared and had periods away to gather my drunken thoughts, only to find on my return things had moved on, they were kissing and she was now braless as he fondled her firm tits, they ignored my presence.
I then knew then this was going to happen, i was shocked that i was allowing this, also shocked by her reaction to him, she removed her jeans and knickers and opened her legs for him. He licked, bit and played with her clit, she had multi orgasms, something id never seen before, i knew then what a lousy inexperienced lover i was.
Finally he entered her for a while as they kissed, then back to her clit, then back inside her again. The whole thing took place over many hours.
I knew then i could never compete with his years of experience.
After finally cumming into her, she went to bed, as he left he smiled and said, "told you easy"
I knew i had been shocked to the core yet really enjoyed this, she just commented the following day, "thats what you wanted to see isnt it".
Our sex life and relationship took a major step forward, he wanted to see her again and i allowed this.
What i didnt know at the time was that they were already lovers it was she that wanted me to watch, sure i would accept her having him as her lover, so she NOT me planned this with him and as she suspected i didnt object.
It also turned out, he wasnt her first lover either and neither would he be her last.
The image is her, in her early 20s.
