Your a married man why do you seek to become a cuck?
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I did indeed clean her, she would say get some toilet roll and i would wipe it off, sometimes she would go for a wash, other times just say i will wash the bedding tomorrow. Thus no kink just enough to satisfy me, a typically lazy way from my very vanilla wife, with the view oh go on then then i can sleep in peace.
Sometimes i felt i had forced this upon her and felt embarassed and annoyed that this was all she would allow me. Yet another reason why i never though she would be exciting enough to have an affair.
Well by clean I meant orally. But you said no kink. That would be such a tease for me. Do you desire licking her rather than wiping with paper??
No, i have never licked my own cum, i never wanted to, remember i was a normal vanilla married bloke and she never suggested it either, i know she just wanted it done and over with, which used to annoy me as a man in his 20s fired up wanting sex with his wife.
My first serious girlfriend who I was over my head cheated on me. She was more experienced than me and first girl I had full blown intercourse. With previous girlfriends it was only BJs and petting. I was very jealous over her from the get go, especially when she told me of her previous experiences. It hurt me knowing that she was such a slut, not only with me, but also with previous partners. But yet again I kept asking her about all her previous experiences. When she cheated I left her and wouldn't even want to take look at her. Was so angry and hurt. She begged me to forgive her and after awhile I succumbed to her relentless requests and texts and said that I love her and that I need her in my life. I think I was addicted with her body and her sexual submissiveness. I even said to her that she is love of my life. That didn't go well. She said that she never felt beautiful enough and good enough for me because I was critical over her when she got some weight and that she doesn't love me anymore but will keep me at special place in her hart so we remained friends. But she kept torturing me with stories about her lovers. How they fuck her good and don't want have anything else with her. After some time I realized I am only her shoulder for cry on, that she is only torturing me and isn't serious about our relationship so I broke all connections to her.
After that I was devastated so I experimented a lot sexually. I tried pretty much everything there is even gay sex as top and bottom but pretty much nothing was comparable to the effect sex with my ex had on me. Some things were physically enjoyable but emotionally I was empty. I did learn however that I love straight MFM threesomes the most. I didn't know what cuckolding is at the time, but have met stag/vixen couple and learned my balls went in overdrive when fucking her in this combo. I was never into humiliation and similar cuckold fetishes.
As time went on I had few more relationships with girls. I was attracted to slutty girls. Lots of them were experienced but for some reason they all wanted me alone despite learning I like MFM and group sex. I haven't experienced jealousy for any of these girls, but I can't say I loved any. It wasn't only physical on my part but I guess you need time to fully bond with someone.
In the end I married a young, inexperienced girl. She went to same college as my ex so that was maybe mental connection to my ex. But with my wife was different. I loved her for her personality and kindness, not sluttines. She was opposite of a slut. Very prude girl, made me wait 8 months to have sex with her. She was incredibly tight, tightest of them all so it is lots of lovemaking and vanilla sex with her. After few years I told her about some of my experiences and preferences and initially she kind of liked it. We used to watch cuckold, interracial, cheating and captioned porn together, but she always needed some drinks to ease her nerves before watching. She is not as visual type but preferred reading about it. All of this would make her incredibly wet and lustful. When I asked if she would be willing to try anything she refused it without giving it a thought. At one point she asked me not to push her in anything she isn't comfortable with, so I didn't. Our sex life had its ups and downs ever since.
Lately I fantasized about sharing her, and maybe approach whole thing from a different perspective, but it is like she picks my day-to-day arousal and we have incredible sex where she is very submissive but also very gentle. I feel her every tremble and last time she even told me that she feels like its our honeymoon again. So I'm not sure I'm willing to share her yet. It's going on for 11 years and may never happen but we will definitely use it as a fantasy if things go stale again.
After that I was devastated so I experimented a lot sexually. I tried pretty much everything there is even gay sex as top and bottom but pretty much nothing was comparable to the effect sex with my ex had on me. Some things were physically enjoyable but emotionally I was empty. I did learn however that I love straight MFM threesomes the most. I didn't know what cuckolding is at the time, but have met stag/vixen couple and learned my balls went in overdrive when fucking her in this combo. I was never into humiliation and similar cuckold fetishes.
As time went on I had few more relationships with girls. I was attracted to slutty girls. Lots of them were experienced but for some reason they all wanted me alone despite learning I like MFM and group sex. I haven't experienced jealousy for any of these girls, but I can't say I loved any. It wasn't only physical on my part but I guess you need time to fully bond with someone.
In the end I married a young, inexperienced girl. She went to same college as my ex so that was maybe mental connection to my ex. But with my wife was different. I loved her for her personality and kindness, not sluttines. She was opposite of a slut. Very prude girl, made me wait 8 months to have sex with her. She was incredibly tight, tightest of them all so it is lots of lovemaking and vanilla sex with her. After few years I told her about some of my experiences and preferences and initially she kind of liked it. We used to watch cuckold, interracial, cheating and captioned porn together, but she always needed some drinks to ease her nerves before watching. She is not as visual type but preferred reading about it. All of this would make her incredibly wet and lustful. When I asked if she would be willing to try anything she refused it without giving it a thought. At one point she asked me not to push her in anything she isn't comfortable with, so I didn't. Our sex life had its ups and downs ever since.
Lately I fantasized about sharing her, and maybe approach whole thing from a different perspective, but it is like she picks my day-to-day arousal and we have incredible sex where she is very submissive but also very gentle. I feel her every tremble and last time she even told me that she feels like its our honeymoon again. So I'm not sure I'm willing to share her yet. It's going on for 11 years and may never happen but we will definitely use it as a fantasy if things go stale again.
What about now? Are you still vanilla? What are some of your kinks that she is not interested in?
Her telling you that she feels like it's your honeymoon after 11 years is the ultimate complement to you. I'll bet a lot of women reading this would love to have an experience like that with their husbands.
Thanks. Also worth mentioning, I was away for a week and shaved a beard for the 2nd time in those 11 years, so that might have contributed to the occasion!
Could be, some girls love just the right amount of stubble so their g spot gets brushed. Ever consider taking her back to the place where you went for your honeymoon. That should be a real treat for her.
Given the choice between a slut or a chaste woman as a wife, experience dictates that i chose the slut. No second thoughts
Whatever works best for you. For me emotional component with my wife is most important. Yeah I like sex, I like slutty women and I could sleep with other women, but it is important for me that she wants me and that she submits completely. Her reactions when I lick her neck, her ear, when I wrap my arms around her and fuck her pussy balls deep is what I'm looking for. From our first wedding night I like to finish only in her pussy as deep as I can go. She didn't allow me to finish bareback in her pussy before we were married. Only exception is if she says she wants to taste my cum or if she is too tired or is about to get period and her sex drive is at its lowest, then she gives me BJ or just jerks me off. But as soon as I cum I get down from all the high, my head becomes clear and I like if she is around so I can spoon her or lay my head on her belly or her thighs. That long lasting feeling of her closeness is most important to me.
Yeah I imagine what would happened if she tries someone else who is better looking, has bigger dick than me or would dominate her a bit aggressively than I am comfortable dominating her. Would she still come back to me and wanted me to be gentle with her? Would she sleep in my arms? I don't know but I hope so she would do it and enjoy it some day. I am willing to share her sexually, hell I think I would even prefer it, but am not willing to share her emotionally.
Yup - I was OK with another guys dick in her mouth but not OK with anther guys tongue there, I consider kissing emotional, sex physical.
i ,m proud&happy to be a cuck&sissy,why?that,s a combination from few things,i was always obedient from my first girlfriend till now,i love to please and getting controlled,i just like it but a good reason for being a cuck is that i never liked the way how women were threated,i saw it so many times with friends,family etc i hate it when a man starts to seduce&flirt in a friendly respectfull way ,but when he got her in bed or had sex with her ,many times i saw how he just left,like he bought something in the supermarket,used it and got rid of it afterwards,not all men are like this,it,s slowly getting better,but i want to be respectfull&trustfull&honest to a woman and if i want to be obedient and submissive to her,well that must be fantastic naughty experience for both ,better than sex with a narcistic macho man
With me is kind of similar but yet again completely different because I'm not into humiliation hers or mine. I don't want her to be ashamed of herself and disrespected or humiliated, but at the same time I want her to be used sexually I want other men to enjoy her, fuck her brains out, better than I could ever do it myself and after that I want to lick her wounds, to comfort her, to cuddle and make love to her.
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