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    Hell this become my jurnal

    So saturday has come and gone. Even with all the crazy stress going on in our lifes the wife still went thru w her face to face meeting. Tho it was only a quick 20 min convo they defently found a connection. I think that she sort of played it down a bit to save my feels or so she thought...
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    Question for everyone

    To what level do take the sharing and cuckold thing? I ask cuz the wife had a quick in person meeting with guy freind today. She hasnt shed all the light on it yet wanting to talk in person with me i guess. What i do know so far is that he wants her to have a crush on him but she thinks its more...
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    Well now we wait to see if the carrot is taken

    Today is the day we find out if he is in or not. My wife will be seeing him this afternoon. She has been dropping hints that i wont be allow any sex until her fling has run its course.
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    Well now we wait to see if the carrot is taken

    So my wife came out and dropped a hint to her text buddy an old crush she ran into two weeks ago and has been texting since. Basicly it was something along the lines of, hubby dont mind us talking cuz he said you keep me busy while he is hunting n fishing. His reply was we guess hubby should be...
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    Favorite positions to watch?

    I love doggy or spooning w eye contact
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    Hell this become my jurnal

    You know i been down this road before in the past but never really started willingly. So why is so much harder? I mean the crazy thoughts n feeling. Theres so many hard feeling to process but at the same time so fucking turned on by the feeling. Im so confused its like gggrrr turn off the...
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    Question

    Thanks for confurming my thoughts. I really think the bottom line that we are about 8 toes in to this
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    Question

    So its been couple of week of hard text n flirting between my wife n her side guy. She says she found a levek of understanding of me and now she is getting borded w the text stuff which i can see to be true but she refused to shut it down and keeps hinting towards more like phyical stuff but...
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    Hell this become my jurnal

    Well im really have a tuff time w all the i dont knows throw my to anything i ask when its pretty clear my wife and him are getting on the same page. Im really looking for facts so heres what i got. . Both partys are married the back ground i know of his its open his wife thinks it cute and said...
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    Glory hole maddness

    I agree with let your wife. We are in this boat for a reason. We are addicted to the thrill and feelings plus its plan sexy to watch the wife work it. I am suffering from the jealousy of the newness of it myself. I could use some tips as well lol.
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    Hell this become my jurnal

    Hell its only been a few mintues since i got the news last ofcorse. But that and the gravity of it just hit me. This isnt about crazy fetishs at all this is real life and my wife. My wife is really letting her hair down n taking a chance. Its scarry for both of us im scared she might flip the...
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    Hell this become my jurnal

    Now that its offical married life just got intresting now what dose it go farther than mental. Im sure he will push her buttons and it will.
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    Hell this become my jurnal

    So the window is offically open she told him she is free to play.
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    Hell this become my jurnal

    I guess its not really about the sex tho the more listen and think its more about her personal growth. My wife has always played the clear cut old fashtion vaule if it wasnt black n white it was wrong. Now her she is the grey and she is really conficted. She has always like the idea of being a...
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    Hell this become my jurnal

    I need to write this morning. So today i woke up all over the place. My mind is insain with anxist. Because of lastnight because my time alone to let it soak in and because of this morning. Right now im like half ass fishing and cant stop thinking. I know she is all about the mental aspect she...
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    Hell this become my jurnal

    So convo is done for tonight has wifey headed of to bed for the night. So i got my my summery and honestly i found a new level for my wife and i am trusting the process here. That was like the longest hour ever tho. So she now understands the current situation isnt just my warped thought. She is...
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    Hell this become my jurnal

    Here we go update time***** So today there wasnt much talk and thought the subject was dead. Till after work she brought the subject up and was both excited and confussed herself. Ok maybe i nugged alittle with some comments that i qutoed from their texting. Which has not stopped. Anyway she...
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    Who's idea was it to live this lifestyle

    Orginally mine but a few years of not bringing it up and the seems to be atlest mentally playing
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    Hell this become my jurnal

    Ok so back story summed up the wife and have been toghter for about 9 years now. We have our ups n downs but a soild relashionship over all and both know neather are going anywhere. So over the amount of time we been toghter i have share with her some diffent ideas of things i have had inculding...