It took a while but my wife finally admitted the thought of taking two cocks really turned her on. She doesn't really watch porn, so at one point I downloaded a bunch of videos in a folder for her and gave her the challenge to go masturbate to them and then later I'd ask her which were her favorites.
She confessed her favorite was one where a girl was reading and fell asleep, then had a "dream" where a bunch of men came into her bedroom and all started caressing her, sucking her nipples, eating her out, then finally they all took turns fucking her and blowing loads on her. She loved that girl in the video was just in ecstasy while the men all used her.
Since then she's confessed her biggest fantasy is to have a group of men stroking themselves off and then, one at time, each one comes up and finishes in her pussy, leaving her full of cum.
Even though we've been at this for years now and I consistently show my approval for her slutty fantasies and behavior, she still periodically is afraid she's said too much and that maybe I don't really want what I've said I want.
For example, a few weeks ago I was using a dildo on her while we 69ed and I put a bunch of cum-lube on it saying "oh look, your friend already came but he's still hard". She really got into it, sucking my cock more passionately as I began thrusting the dildo into her. Eventually she said she was ready for my cock and got on top of me but she didn't put it in right away. Instead she rubbed her wet pussy that was full of cum lube on my cock and I made a remark like "are you enjoying rubbing your very wet, already cummed in pussy on me" and she moaned and really started getting into it. Then she slid my dick in and I commented on how easily my cock went into her cum filled pussy. She was really into it and was bucking on my cock as I thrust into her. At one point I said something like "who's cum is that in your pussy" sort of imagining she would just say "my friends" (we just call the dildo "her friend") or "another mans" or something... but she paused for a second, then resumed humping me without saying anything. As she was getting close I asked if she was a cum-filled whore and if she wanted two loads in her pussy and she was moaning yes and getting all wild and then she came and I blew my load in her.
Afterwards, she seemed weird and finally she asked me "are you upset? did I go too far?" and I reassured her, of course not, I thought it was hot. I thought that was interesting though and I wonder if its because she thought of an actual person when I asked who came in her but she was afraid to say it or something. Who knows... Whatever the case, women have a lot of insecurity and fears about doing or saying the wrong thing and upsetting us, which can certainly be an impediment to being truly open and exploring fantasies.
Thinking as a man, if I were a women, first thing I'd do while single is find two guys to DP me... but it seems like very few women actually do that, even if they turn out to have fantasies about it. So I think there is a lot of inhibition to actually carrying out fantasies, some of which is maybe a fear of being judged / feeling shame.
