A shift towards being Bi Or just cuck lust

Many bulls will make you do it. And do it you will. And disgusted your wife will become. And the more times you do it the less likely you’ll fuck her again. The reason some bulls get us to suck is to truly destroy the sexual attraction your wife has for you. If you don’t like this don’t be a cuck. You want to be a voyeur.
 
My wife asked to watch me blow another guy. And then she found the right guy from her work. And I did it. And I can remember putting a man's cock in my mouth for the first time - and I loved it. I couldn't get enough. And now, although I like to eat pussy and fuck, if I can hook up with a guy for just one on one, I get hard just thinking about it.
I know what you mean. My first experience with another man came as a result of a MFM adventure. Had no interest in getting with another man but wanted to try it. Over time ended up really getting in to it. Since then I have had many one on one experiences, my preferences have evolved and today I can't suck enough cock.
 
Perhaps one of my biggest turn ons is being at a party, or a large gathering of men and women - everyone being social. And my eyes connect with another guy, preferbally married, and we casually walk away and find a room somwhere that looks private - even a closet - and we go in - he unzips - I kneel - and suck. And given all these circumstances of it being so naughty, the guy always cums fast. And I swallow it all. Then we walk back in the social gathering and mingle. And the turn on is when we ae standing near one another, and he's talking with his wife, and I'm talking with my wife, and I just swallowed a big load of his cum - and no one knows - that's the best.
 
Perhaps one of my biggest turn ons is being at a party, or a large gathering of men and women - everyone being social. And my eyes connect with another guy, preferbally married, and we casually walk away and find a room somwhere that looks private - even a closet - and we go in - he unzips - I kneel - and suck. And given all these circumstances of it being so naughty, the guy always cums fast. And I swallow it all. Then we walk back in the social gathering and mingle. And the turn on is when we ae standing near one another, and he's talking with his wife, and I'm talking with my wife, and I just swallowed a big load of his cum - and no one knows - that's the best.
I get what you mean when you say "and no one knows", I agree it is the best. Although I have never been lucky enough to be at a party and experienced what you have described I do in another way. It is in some ways a double life. By day I am the conservative professional straight laced type, you could almost say boring. To look at me you would never suspect even for a moment that when I am not at in my spare time I enjoy getting on my knees and sucking other men off. It is this clean cut appearance that adds to the excitement of my desire to suck cock, it enhances the experience.
 
Gracias, si es bastante común, desearía que más esposos estuvieran dispuestos a compartir su opinión y cuánto progresó, si es que hubo alguno. No puede ser más importante que dejar que extraños se diviertan con tu esposa, ¿por qué no hacerlo más excitante?
Me gustaria enterarme que mi esposa folla con otro. (no quiero hacerlo) y supongo que, si la veo gozar con su nuev
A cualquier marido que pueda relacionarse le encantaría charlar y compartir experiencias. Antecedentes: al principio, vi cómo se la follaban a mi esposa, ese era mi enfoque, él era solo la polla que la follaba. Era como ver porno, el chico era el actor pero el centro de mi atención era la mujer, su cuerpo, sus tetas, su coño.
Pero con el tiempo mi atención se centró en él, su cuerpo, sus músculos, su pene y sus bolas. Descubrí que lo estaba observando y que mi esposa era solo el recipiente que él estaba follando.

Se lo he mamado varias veces y me ha follado una vez. Yo quería hacerlo.

¿Entonces que significa eso? Todavía deseo a mi esposa. Cuando no está, hacemos el amor, follamos. Quiero follarla. Pero me doy cuenta que pienso en él desnudo, me he masturbado pensando en su gran polla. Cuando viene a follar a mi esposa, quiero chuparlo, someterme a él si lo desea.

Supongo que soy bisexual, pero si soy honesto conmigo mismo, siento que hay un deseo más fuerte de estar con él que con mi esposa.

¿Esto es normal? ¿Es mi deseo sexual por él solo el resultado de estar en esta relación cornuda o soy más gay que heterosexual? (Ahora me encuentro mirando a los chicos, preguntándome cómo se verían sus penes, cómo se verían desnudos. Algo que nunca antes había hecho conscientemente).
Si veo a mi esposa follar con otro, lameria su coño y la polla del amante para lubricarlos
 
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I get what you mean when you say "and no one knows", I agree it is the best. Although I have never been lucky enough to be at a party and experienced what you have described I do in another way. It is in some ways a double life. By day I am the conservative professional straight laced type, you could almost say boring. To look at me you would never suspect even for a moment that when I am not at in my spare time I enjoy getting on my knees and sucking other men off. It is this clean cut appearance that adds to the excitement of my desire to suck cock, it enhances the experience.
One thing I learned early in my business career is cocksucking is a vital skill. All of the men I've sucked off are married, typical guys. Conferences (like the one I just finished attending) are nonstop cocksucking sessions. If wives only knew. :ROFLMAO:
 
One thing I learned early in my business career is cocksucking is a vital skill. All of the men I've sucked off are married, typical guys. Conferences (like the one I just finished attending) are nonstop cocksucking sessions. If wives only knew. :ROFLMAO:
I need to attend the same conferences you do...lol. I have a fantasy that I am cautiously trying to make a reality which would be to have a steady coworker who would be interested in getting serviced now and then.
 
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Any Husbands who can relate would love to chat and share experiences. Background - At first, I watched my wife getting fucked, that was my focused, he was just the cock fucking her. It was like watching porn, the guy was the performer but the center of my attention was the woman, her body, her tits, her cunt.
But over time my focus shifted to him, his body, his muscles, his cock and balls. I found I was watching him and my wife was just the vessel he was fucking.

I have sucked him several times and he has fucked me once. I wanted to do it.

So what does that mean? I still desire my wife. When he is not around we make love, we fuck. I want to fuck her. But I find I think of him naked, have masturbated thinking of his big cock. When he comes over to fuck my wife, I want to suck him, submit to him if he would want it.

I guess I am bisexual, but if I am honest with myself, I feel there is a stronger desire to be with him than my wife.

Is this normal? Is my sexual desire for him just a result of being in this cuckold relationship or am I more gay than straight? (I now find myself looking at guys, wondering what their cocks look like, what they would look like naked. Something I never consciously did before.)
There is a big difference between wanting to suck cock and get fucked and wanting to be in a loving relationship with another man. You can love your women and still enjoy the occasional cock. You can have it all!
 
Any Husbands who can relate would love to chat and share experiences. Background - At first, I watched my wife getting fucked, that was my focused, he was just the cock fucking her. It was like watching porn, the guy was the performer but the center of my attention was the woman, her body, her tits, her cunt.
But over time my focus shifted to him, his body, his muscles, his cock and balls. I found I was watching him and my wife was just the vessel he was fucking.

I have sucked him several times and he has fucked me once. I wanted to do it.

So what does that mean? I still desire my wife. When he is not around we make love, we fuck. I want to fuck her. But I find I think of him naked, have masturbated thinking of his big cock. When he comes over to fuck my wife, I want to suck him, submit to him if he would want it.

I guess I am bisexual, but if I am honest with myself, I feel there is a stronger desire to be with him than my wife.

Is this normal? Is my sexual desire for him just a result of being in this cuckold relationship or am I more gay than straight? (I now find myself looking at guys, wondering what their cocks look like, what they would look like naked. Something I never consciously did before.)
I can relate to every single word you wrote. I was "straight" all my life until the last 3-4 years. Now if I can have a choice, I wnat to suck a cock, and get fucked (but no kissing) another guy.
 
Early 80s, small college party, got late, 3 guys(me included), 2 girls smoking, drunk and chatting. We try to talk girls into taking tops off, they say only if us guys get naked. We did, they took off tops. Soon we're trying to get them naked, they say only if we take turns sucking each other's dicks, I'm thinking no way I'm out.
One guy says ok....I'm thinking WTF ? Girls get naked, guys next to each other on folding chairs. I'm like 6+, one guy bigger, other guy bigger yet. Big guy gets in front of medium guy, grabs his dick and starts to bob up and down. Girls are loving watching. Maybe a minute, moves to me, starts on me. I'm looking at the girls watching, I feel I'm gonna cum, I grab the guys head and pull it off me. It's my turn, I start with med guy, up and down for a quick min. I look at the girls, one is rubbing her clit. I go to big guy, could hardly get the head in my mouth, did the best I could for a few seconds. Medium guys turn, girl says she wants me to cum in the guys mouth....WTF ? Guy starts on me, I about shot off right there, pulled his head off. He goes down on big guy, about 20 seconds he's unloading into his mouth, swallowed it all. Girls say how hot it was. We each end up fucking each girl with bj from the girls too. Was fun but that's the only time I ever even touched another dick.
 
Present day...wife an I are into mfm fun with a guy we know, damn exciting fun for all 3 of us, no bi has ever happened. Touching a little, legs touch and bump, a dick has brushed over a thigh but that's it.
Him and I get FIRM dicks watching other have sex with her. She loves us watching her.
The whole aspect is damn hot, watching them kiss, how their bodies move together, the sounds and the things we all say.
They look SO sexy together, seeing him pull out after they finish is crazy hot for me, his sperm dripping off his dick.
He's a skinny guy with a big tool, looks damn hot standing there with a hard-on.
 
Present day...wife an I are into mfm fun with a guy we know, damn exciting fun for all 3 of us, no bi has ever happened. Touching a little, legs touch and bump, a dick has brushed over a thigh but that's it.
Him and I get FIRM dicks watching other have sex with her. She loves us watching her.
The whole aspect is damn hot, watching them kiss, how their bodies move together, the sounds and the things we all say.
They look SO sexy together, seeing him pull out after they finish is crazy hot for me, his sperm dripping off his dick.
He's a skinny guy with a big tool, looks damn hot standing there with a hard-on.
After trying swinging with couples, we started gravitating towards mfm's, as it was just easier to find. Besides, i enjoyed the watching and filming aspect. One evening with a (fatcocked) friend, I tried fucklicking. Wife 'really' loved the feeling, lol. As she was riding him reverse cowgirl, in that position when his cock popped out, it went straight into my mouth. Ok, no harm, I just guided him back in her pussy and went back to licking. Happened 5-6 times, had to admit, wasn't bad. Later on, talked with the wife about it, she basically enjoyed the cock and tongue. Fast forward to our next mfm, they are in a 69, her on top. I go to kiss her, she takes his cock out of her mouth to kiss me, we kiss. Then, i just thought 'what the hell', grabbed his cock and went down on it. We both kissed around his cock, and generally had fun with it. Later she expressed how much she enjoyed doing that. And, it wasn't bad either...
 
After trying swinging with couples, we started gravitating towards mfm's, as it was just easier to find. Besides, i enjoyed the watching and filming aspect. One evening with a (fatcocked) friend, I tried fucklicking. Wife 'really' loved the feeling, lol. As she was riding him reverse cowgirl, in that position when his cock popped out, it went straight into my mouth. Ok, no harm, I just guided him back in her pussy and went back to licking. Happened 5-6 times, had to admit, wasn't bad. Later on, talked with the wife about it, she basically enjoyed the cock and tongue. Fast forward to our next mfm, they are in a 69, her on top. I go to kiss her, she takes his cock out of her mouth to kiss me, we kiss. Then, i just thought 'what the hell', grabbed his cock and went down on it. We both kissed around his cock, and generally had fun with it. Later she expressed how much she enjoyed doing that. And, it wasn't bad either...
With out mfm friend him or I have no problem kissing her while she's giving head to other guy, she pulls off the dick, we toung kiss for a bit then she's back on the bj, we all like the nasty-ness.
 
My wife asked to watch me blow another guy. And then she found the right guy from her work. And I did it. And I can remember putting a man's cock in my mouth for the first time - and I loved it. I couldn't get enough. And now, although I like to eat pussy and fuck, if I can hook up with a guy for just one on one, I get hard just thinking about it.
I do not know if it happens to everyone but I agree with you after having that first cock I can't get enough. I am very cautious about the men I service for many reasons but if I fulfilled my wildest fantasies I would be sucking cock daily along with doing multiple when possible. The whole experience of servicing and finishing another man is hard to explain and for me it is not any one thing that get me worked up. I would say though than when you hear the other guy cumming and then feel his cock pulse as his load lands on your tongue its hard not to get off on that.