Hi, after some days receiving advices from some people of this forum, I finally did it and I directly approached her with my confession.
I'll paste here my answer in DM i left to
@bluemax , an incredible guy that helped me during the last days I was totally lost and close to take bad decisions. He has been guiding me in the process. So first of all, thanks a lot bluemax.
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I did it yesterday and it was much better than expected. My gf didn't overreact as I would expect. She said our sex life wasn't good at all, and she was sincere about her feelings. She told me she still loved me but she has been dreaming not with the guy, but with the sex she had with him during that weekend.
I asked her to explain me in detail, as we were having a very open conversation. I said, no complains from my side even if she knows I hate that guy.
She said about me something I already know... I last nothing. She doesn't have time to warm up with me. She said is not bad, buy she only feels a few waves of pleasure when she rubs her clit against me, when she is on top. But she is not a clit girl, apparently she only cums from vaginal estimulation. And my penis is too short and too thin to allow her to reach that.
I asked her directly about the sex with that guy, and she was kinda nervous before answering. But once she saw I was relaxed, she explained me in detail.
She told me the guy is an idiot (what surprised me! 😅) but in sex, he knows what he is doing. He is a very tall and strong guy, so my girl is like a fuck doll for him. She told me she was very excited when he moved her with that big arms from one side of the bed to the other. They were kissing and she felt a huge bulg in his trousers and in that moment she realized that guy was huge.
We were talking about this in our bed, and I had a hard on 😑 I was kind of embarrased but she looked at me and said "Wow... Now I understand that cuckold thing!! You really like to know about that weekend?!?!" And I said "Yes... its strange... In some way I feel hurt, but knowing you had so much pleasure... it turns me a lot" And se smiled like... man... she smiled a lot a gave me a huge hug. I was completely freaking out...
She asked me if I wanted to know all details, and I said yes.
Aparently this guy eated her pussy a lot... That means... a lot! I normally do, but she told me he did longer that usual. After that she tried to suck him but she said it was impossible, because she coudln't fit even the head of it. My GF is not that expert doing that and I guess the guy realized quick. He layed her on the bed, opened her legs and put his cock on her belly... She sais her penis reached the lower part of her tits... She was shocked 🤯 she was stroking him in that position and said she would need 4 hands to cover all lenght of it... and so thick that her fingers were far from touching. She almost needed the two hands to cover that girth. You can imagine my face while she was explaining to me all of this... I was...😨😨😨😨 but hard as a stone. I think I had the largest hard on ever!! 😂
She said the first moment this guy aproached his cock to her pussy, she was so lubbed that the guy was impressed. The guy put only the tip of his cock in, and Elisa started to do the leg shaking almost from the very first moment! Is that normal?!?!?!!? (This is a question just for me!! Its this normal?!?!?)) Se said she was so turned on, she had the first orgasm after 1 minute of being penetrated, and he put only the half of it.
The first day they did it three times, but very long sessions. This is the day I listened from outside. Aparently I arriaved in the second or third, because she said, she started to enjoy a lot only after a while...
She said she cumed between 12 and 15 times... But the day after she cumed even more.
The story is too long to tell you all details, but as a sumary, is ok.
In conclussion, after two hours talking about this, we had sex. I cumed in seconds, but due to the accumulated during those two hours... But she did one think she never did before. She put her dildo on my dick and rode me until she cumed hard. It was the first time I saw her cuming in that way, and it was very exciting to see her from that perspective.
After shower, and once calmed down. I said she could meet again this guy, but just for sex. She was extremely surprised about my decission and I expected her to say "no, this gay is an idiot... we'll another one" 😅 but instead, she said "Ok! I'll aks him to come this weekend you are with your parents" And she took her phone and sent him a message in front of me 😂😂😂 """
So next weekend if I'm lucky It will be my "second" cuckold experience
