Church Girl gone bad.

My First Encounter

So this may be the longest story because im gonna talk about the old me and how a lingering thought develoed into what I am today.

I grew up going to a baptist church, my dad was a decon, we had strict parents and morals. I was however boy crazy in my teen years but I knew my parents would not let me date, and I did want to focus on my grades. So the boy craz was kept between me and my bestie.

When I was 14 my church combined with two others to make a big non denominational church. We had a big youth program, I was one of the worship leaders. I was organizing the morning prayers at the flag pole at school, and letting the light shine.
When I was 16 Shawn joined our church. He was a very good looking, funny, positive, and just as god fearing as I was. His parents owned alot of land where wind turbines are placed and make bank. He was and still is my dream guy :D


My parents loved Shawn. We started dating when I turned 17. Shawn actually asked my parents for permission. We were very much in love and very very tempted to have sex before marriage. After 11 months of dating we touched each other for the first time. :eek:
He came by the house after his job at the local grocery store one night to return my dads battery charger. I was wearing a nighr gown and robe. I met him outside. As we were kissing I let the robe go expsoing my breasts. He touched them and kissed them then slide his hands down my panties amd the lights went out. I pushed him off in a panic. Fearing my dads arival, knowing we were sinning, ect ect. He apologized all night. I felt ashamed of myself but also felt bad for pushing him off and hurting him.
A week later we were fishing at a pond near his house. On the ride home I layed my hand on his crotch and asked to just see it. He said okay but warned me he was snall. He pulled out what looked like a 4 inch cock that got bigger when he got hard maybe to 6 inches. I touched it and rubbed it. He pre cummed alot then I had sticky all over my hands, we laughed as I tried getting it off.
2 weeks later On my 18th birthday Shawn proposed. We tried hard to save ourselves for marriage which we did, but we had a few slips on the way :rolleyes:


We got married and his parents bought us a small two bedroom house as a wedding gift. Our first night together was after the wedding in that house and we had sex for the first time. :)
The next two years would be full of sex and dates, and just living life with the man of my dreams. Btw sex was akways great, his small size didn't bother me one bit. It was all I knew.


Shawns best friend Alan was kind of a jocky greaser type of guy. He was handsom, but kinda full of himself. Shawn told me sometime after we had touched each other that Alan had a huge dick. I was like wow but really didnt gst turned on or wanna see it or nothing.
Throughout my years of being with Shawn ive heard people bring up Alans dick. His gfs, his buddies. It got to the point where I couldnt think.about Alan without thinking about his dick. But again thinking about his dick didnt turn me on or anything. It was just a thought I couldn't separate. The summer after my 21st birthday we had a cookout at the lake. Alan got wasted as normal. I was laying in the water in the shore sun bathing when my husband and another rushed into the lake because they thought a drunk Alan was drowning. As they walked him to shore I set up and was confronted with a 9inch hard fat erect cock in my face. Now it was in his trunks but OMG I never knew it would be like that in real life. So intimidating. Alans drunk ass had an erection, they lost their balance holding him up as I was sitting up out of the water. Causing me to be face to face with this huge penis. :eek:
I don't know how long I was staring. It felt like hours but may have been seconds. I tried to say something in a panic but only studdered.
I began having so many thoughts and questions. How heavy is it? Would that even fit in me? How does he walj straight with that? After a week I realized I was thinking about what a big dick was like way to much. See the bible says this is when we need to take thess thoughts captive and put them away. But every time Alan was brought up I couldnt help think about how hes known for his dick, when I think about how hes known for his dick, I think about how I saw it erect in his swim shorts. Then all the thoughts and wonder woukd flood my mind. I was thinking abiut my husband's friends erection daily.


That christmas we had a get together with friends where we played a clean version of dirty santa. I normally dont drink, infact me and shawn had just had our first mixed drunk when he turned 21 the year before, but I was feeling good. Very talkative. Alan got drunk, him and his gf got in a fight over it and she left the get together. My hubby went outside the house to say goodbyes and me and Alan were left alone. He asked if I would help him up so he could go take a ********. I did and as I was helping he stumbled and fell on me. He didnt hurt me as we fell on the couch but I could.feel his buldge against me and, I let out a soft moan. He got up apologizing, I sat thwre blushed. We had an awkward state and he staggered down the hall to the bathroom. He came back, stood in thw door frame and said, do you wanna see it? I looked and he had it out im his hand he was clean shaved unlike my hubby. I said no and told him to put it up now. He said I won't tell shawn i wont tell him. About that time Shawn walked in but Alan had already put his member up. Now I had seen it and felt it, and seen it outside his shorts. We nwver brought that night up to each otherm I thought maybe he didnt remember.

That summer we we out of town on the way back our engine blew. Alan met us out where we were to help tow us to town. It was miserably hot. I had taken my shirt off and was wearing a tanktop anf short shorts. When the guys got the tow strap on my hubby sugested I ride with Alan cause his truck has AC. My hubby steered our car. Riding with alan we did small chat, then finally I brought up the Christmas party. Asking if he remembered. He said yes I was hopeing you didn't. He apologized and I said no its okay you were drunk. We talked about it and then I said, it's true what people say about it haha. Now we were having small chat about his cock. I felt the desires growing as I sat there. I felt so wet I was holding my legs tight together like I was about to ******** myself. What am I doing? Whats wrong with me? I love my husband, hes perfect, my soul mate! I don't love Alan, I dont want to have sex witj him either but here I am, talking about the one thing ive been thinking about daily for a year.
I said, you told me at the Christmas party you wouldn't tell shawn. He said yeah im sorry, I go its okay. Will you still not tell him? He looked at me funny. I stared back. It was like I was silent telling him to pull it out and he was silently asking are you sure? He reach into his shorts and pulled it out. I covered my eyes, then peeked though the fingers. Than touched it. It was so big. I asked if its heavy? And his reply was, compared to shawns? I then grabbed and lifted. Wow. It was so full. After I lifted it to see how heavy it was I let go but it stayed up. I began to softly stroke it, I heard Alan moan. I then leaned over and opened wide as I could and started sucking. I sucked and stroke for about 5-10 mim until we got to town. Neither of us said any thing during or after. I felt ashamed again. I just broke my marriage vows to a man who didnt deserve it. Im a youth leader and Sunday school teacher. What have I done. How did I become like this. This paranoia lasted a week, then it died down, and then about a month later I was thinking about that dick again. Fantasizing about it. I gabe mt hubby bjs non stop for a week but it wasnt the dick I wanted to be sucking. I decided I wanted it again. I knew at that point I was choosing to turn my back on God and all my morals I was raised with. I threw it all away, because I accepted I wanted more of what Alan had. :):p:D:oops::rolleyes:


Thats my first story. I promise the rest will be much shorter, talking only about each encounter and not the romance between me and my husband. I will write about what happened next and everything ive done since. Im gonna get a lot more naughtier.
And sorry for typos, im way too tired to proof read this.
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Stunning!!!!!
 
I am glad to see fakes called out on this site and the people who are real are not kicked off the site for questioning material posted here. We were on OHW and I questioned a post from a member and the site operator or whatever you call them kicked us off the site permanently!! We have incredible stories but we sound like a normal person telling the story. Not like reading a book or magazine. Your also right about people in this lifestyle wanting to connect with other like minded people. We enjoy reading other peoples experiences and really enjoy sharing stories back and forth between other couples or single males. Were just enjoying this website and I am looking forward to sharing more and seeing more from everyone else.
 
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