So, ive had this hotwife fantasy for awhile now. I would say that for most of me and my girlfriends time together (3 years) Ive been picturing her with other guys. The other side is that i can be very insecure and in the first leg of our relationship (we had a 9-month break) she did some things like kiss someone on a night out ect. And i got very jealous as the guy she kissed was kind of a friend.
A couple of days ago she brings up that she had sex in the time that we were apart. Now at first i got pissed that she even told me. Then, i felt this huge sexual urge to explore this. I got her to tell me everything that had happened as she was stroking my dick. Every single detail. Then it all backfired when i found out it was that samw guy that i was jealous of before. The good feelings went away, and not i am just feeling hate towards myeslf for setting myself up for that.
Do you guys think that I am in it for the wrong reasons? I really thought i had strong desired to see my girlfriend with someone else.
A couple of days ago she brings up that she had sex in the time that we were apart. Now at first i got pissed that she even told me. Then, i felt this huge sexual urge to explore this. I got her to tell me everything that had happened as she was stroking my dick. Every single detail. Then it all backfired when i found out it was that samw guy that i was jealous of before. The good feelings went away, and not i am just feeling hate towards myeslf for setting myself up for that.
Do you guys think that I am in it for the wrong reasons? I really thought i had strong desired to see my girlfriend with someone else.