We are into it for more than 25 years...nothing better..
Do any of you ever regret
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My husband regrets it now bit he encouraged me in the beginning .We are currently living in the same house separated waiting on divorce proceedings. Didn't plan on falling in love just happened.
no.we do not
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this is the way it should be! no locked up in chastity crap, no sex with wife except beating off! husbands should have COMPLETE freedom to have sex with other women if they want to.
I met my wife to be as she turned 16, an untouched virgin and a bit of a wild child, she had a very easy out going personality and masculine view on life.
Standing 6ft, slim she was truely a trophy girlfriend watched by many men much to her dislike, i liked it though, we also got on extremely well from the start.
I was given her virginity months later then she cheated on me going out with a man in his mid 30s intending to allow him to fuck her, she bottled this as she sat topless in his car, she had, had a crush on him since she was 14. She told me about this the same evening. Another mistake was immediately admitted when she drunkenly got fucked by a lad whilst on holiday when she was 17. My reaction to her first confession was anger, to the second i was rather turned on for some reason. I was very inexperienced as a lover but enough to satisfy a teenager but deep down knew she was expanding and exploring her sexuality as teenagers do.
Married at 18 i assumed she would calm down and a unplanned baby soon after sorted this or so i thought, however by the time she was 21 she was unknown to me having an affair with her driving instructor. After a second child at 23 it was maybe 2 years before she embarked on another secret affair with my best friend.
This continued until she was about 26ish, when she decided she didnt like cheating on me and wanted me to watch them, confident that i would be receptive to her having him as her lover and as she said to him, she was sure i would enjoy the experience and be happy with it.
So it was unknown to me rather a set up, i sat shocked to the core as he "seduced" my young wife over many hours before dumping his live seed into her unprotected body, i followed but did not last.
Yes i liked what i saw and the benefits i gained afterwards from her, it also taught me what a poor lover i was to her...experience wise so i allowed them to continue meeting every month or so, watching or othertimes leaving them alone to have fun, i liked both.
It went wrong when she lied to me one night after i had secretly viewed her at his house, she denied being there, in the argument, very one sided she initally denied this then when she knew she was caught trying to save her marriage begging and crying she admitted all over several hours spanning back to when she was 16, saying she wanted me to know. In return days later i fucked his girlfriend in the same bed and didnt enjoy the cheating.
So now i had two options, divorce her or accept i still had a wild child as she said with the occasional itch and liked more than i could provide her. The problem was i deeply loved her and knew she loved me but this is how she was wired up. A small part of our marriage really.
So it was i accepted my role as her cuck husband and later she admitted i probably was always destined to be so.
She wanted me involved, no secrets so 12 months later i shared her with a friend in a threesome but this did not satisfy her lust and desires.
Therefore within a year i sourced her a true bull and watched as she enjoyed multi orgasmed over many hours, i embarassed myself by poorly following him and said to myself never again.
Every few months she played with him or another lover i found her and so it went on, me sourcing her lovers most became long term lovers never monthly just now and again so i knew and watched when i wanted to.
She was always jealous of me and other women and said she didnt want me to take a lover, but would accept it if i did, if i did not tell her.
One evening many years since as i stood watching she removed her knickers laid in our marital bed laid with her lover, she asked me to put them on, which reluctantly i did, she liked this saying i would only ever wear knickers from then on. Yeah right but she was right.
She then commenced semi feminizing me, presenting me with a CB, then later suspenders removed in the same way. She painted my toe nails, pink and i became locked regularly, yes i liked this tucked in girlie knickers. Over the following couple of years i gained a collar and later she bought me tight womens jeans and liked that too. These became daily wear and i enjoyed this too.
I ceased being her lover of choice and knew i could never compete so gave up trying to save the humiliation happy in my role as a semi feminised cuck husband able to watch what i wished.
Regrets,
It was her choice to semi feminize me but experience and life has taught me that in wearing these item daily allocated by her she lost respect for me as a sexually masculine man, compounded by a inner feeling that no longer did i view her as my lover, she felt the same. I prefered to watch rather than do.
I also realised that whilst we have both dominant personalities in vanilla life, sexually we are both submissives too, she to her lover and me to my clothing, or as i have said, you made me into this, she replied yes i did, but you like it too.
In an honest conversion she admitted regret, that i had in her view become more like a brother or sister to her rather than a lover, i now feel the same. In a later attempt to spark something sexual between us we watched a porn film but to me it cringingly was like watching a film with my sister so didnt work, she did not like this either.
So the semi and covert feminization had a impact on us both, yet we both like it, she still allocated me my clothing and CB for the day if not worn overnight, takes me out in tight girlie jeans she buys me, sometimes with suspenders underneath. On holiday we wear womens shorts or both bikini bottoms, allocated by her.
I sleep in pink all bought by her, because she "knows i like it"
She has asked me if i am bisexual, saying that she had often wondered, even from early in our relationship, she continued saying it would not bother her if i was, yet was surprised when i said NO. Unfortuanately......
Away from the bedroom and occasional plays we remain deeply in love and are best friends but not lovers and thats a shame for us both.
Would i have done this differently, i doubt i could have, she was always destined to want to expand her sexuality and that can only come at the hands of an experienced lover so if i had said no, she would have at some stage done this behind my back.. again. She has made reference to knowing when she was 17 and confessing to being fucked, that instead of dumping her as she expected she knew i liked this and found it strange that it turned me on. So the seed was sown then that i may well accept her desires and plays given time.
Her semi feminisation of me was done because she wanted this, knew i was receptive at every stage but also served to ensure i would and could never cheat on her.
Standing 6ft, slim she was truely a trophy girlfriend watched by many men much to her dislike, i liked it though, we also got on extremely well from the start.
I was given her virginity months later then she cheated on me going out with a man in his mid 30s intending to allow him to fuck her, she bottled this as she sat topless in his car, she had, had a crush on him since she was 14. She told me about this the same evening. Another mistake was immediately admitted when she drunkenly got fucked by a lad whilst on holiday when she was 17. My reaction to her first confession was anger, to the second i was rather turned on for some reason. I was very inexperienced as a lover but enough to satisfy a teenager but deep down knew she was expanding and exploring her sexuality as teenagers do.
Married at 18 i assumed she would calm down and a unplanned baby soon after sorted this or so i thought, however by the time she was 21 she was unknown to me having an affair with her driving instructor. After a second child at 23 it was maybe 2 years before she embarked on another secret affair with my best friend.
This continued until she was about 26ish, when she decided she didnt like cheating on me and wanted me to watch them, confident that i would be receptive to her having him as her lover and as she said to him, she was sure i would enjoy the experience and be happy with it.
So it was unknown to me rather a set up, i sat shocked to the core as he "seduced" my young wife over many hours before dumping his live seed into her unprotected body, i followed but did not last.
Yes i liked what i saw and the benefits i gained afterwards from her, it also taught me what a poor lover i was to her...experience wise so i allowed them to continue meeting every month or so, watching or othertimes leaving them alone to have fun, i liked both.
It went wrong when she lied to me one night after i had secretly viewed her at his house, she denied being there, in the argument, very one sided she initally denied this then when she knew she was caught trying to save her marriage begging and crying she admitted all over several hours spanning back to when she was 16, saying she wanted me to know. In return days later i fucked his girlfriend in the same bed and didnt enjoy the cheating.
So now i had two options, divorce her or accept i still had a wild child as she said with the occasional itch and liked more than i could provide her. The problem was i deeply loved her and knew she loved me but this is how she was wired up. A small part of our marriage really.
So it was i accepted my role as her cuck husband and later she admitted i probably was always destined to be so.
She wanted me involved, no secrets so 12 months later i shared her with a friend in a threesome but this did not satisfy her lust and desires.
Therefore within a year i sourced her a true bull and watched as she enjoyed multi orgasmed over many hours, i embarassed myself by poorly following him and said to myself never again.
Every few months she played with him or another lover i found her and so it went on, me sourcing her lovers most became long term lovers never monthly just now and again so i knew and watched when i wanted to.
She was always jealous of me and other women and said she didnt want me to take a lover, but would accept it if i did, if i did not tell her.
One evening many years since as i stood watching she removed her knickers laid in our marital bed laid with her lover, she asked me to put them on, which reluctantly i did, she liked this saying i would only ever wear knickers from then on. Yeah right but she was right.
She then commenced semi feminizing me, presenting me with a CB, then later suspenders removed in the same way. She painted my toe nails, pink and i became locked regularly, yes i liked this tucked in girlie knickers. Over the following couple of years i gained a collar and later she bought me tight womens jeans and liked that too. These became daily wear and i enjoyed this too.
I ceased being her lover of choice and knew i could never compete so gave up trying to save the humiliation happy in my role as a semi feminised cuck husband able to watch what i wished.
Regrets,
It was her choice to semi feminize me but experience and life has taught me that in wearing these item daily allocated by her she lost respect for me as a sexually masculine man, compounded by a inner feeling that no longer did i view her as my lover, she felt the same. I prefered to watch rather than do.
I also realised that whilst we have both dominant personalities in vanilla life, sexually we are both submissives too, she to her lover and me to my clothing, or as i have said, you made me into this, she replied yes i did, but you like it too.
In an honest conversion she admitted regret, that i had in her view become more like a brother or sister to her rather than a lover, i now feel the same. In a later attempt to spark something sexual between us we watched a porn film but to me it cringingly was like watching a film with my sister so didnt work, she did not like this either.
So the semi and covert feminization had a impact on us both, yet we both like it, she still allocated me my clothing and CB for the day if not worn overnight, takes me out in tight girlie jeans she buys me, sometimes with suspenders underneath. On holiday we wear womens shorts or both bikini bottoms, allocated by her.
I sleep in pink all bought by her, because she "knows i like it"
She has asked me if i am bisexual, saying that she had often wondered, even from early in our relationship, she continued saying it would not bother her if i was, yet was surprised when i said NO. Unfortuanately......
Away from the bedroom and occasional plays we remain deeply in love and are best friends but not lovers and thats a shame for us both.
Would i have done this differently, i doubt i could have, she was always destined to want to expand her sexuality and that can only come at the hands of an experienced lover so if i had said no, she would have at some stage done this behind my back.. again. She has made reference to knowing when she was 17 and confessing to being fucked, that instead of dumping her as she expected she knew i liked this and found it strange that it turned me on. So the seed was sown then that i may well accept her desires and plays given time.
Her semi feminisation of me was done because she wanted this, knew i was receptive at every stage but also served to ensure i would and could never cheat on her.
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With my wife being fucked like that she wouldn't regret I might after I cumed all over myself.
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