My wife refuses to tell me anything. Shes thinks im being weird when i ask.
Im dying to know anything esp if any of the guys are bigger than me!
Mine does the same, she never tells me much about her exes. She has told me only about the latest one before me because he cheated on her and also was a difficult person due to his emotional problems and broke her heart, so she has a bit of a grudge for him. But she never said about anything sexual. She has completely refused to discuss anyone before him. I have found some old photos of hers where she is with a previous ex, although they are not sexual.
I have tried to probe her about previous sexual exploits and relationships but she is very vague and her main points are that, first, these things are in the past, so why bring them up and remember them when they are of no consequence, and second, that she values her privacy and wants control over it.
Although, of course, those points are acceptable and I respect them, I wonder if she is hiding something that she doesn't want me to know, perhaps some kind of trauma or something that she thinks would make me feel jealous and she thinks would damage our relationship. I know I will feel jealous if I learn things but it will also make me hard. It is a morbid fascination. She was quite conservative and bookish when she was young so I suspect she delayed to start having sex, but when I met her and further on, she can be very horny, sexual and willing to try things.
She is also a feminist, but I have found out that her favourite thing is to get fucked hard and fast from behind and dominated, at which point she will admit to being all kinds of a slut.
My cock is of average length and thick, so not too bad, and she always seemed pleased with it, although she never outright compared it with others'. I did buy her some dildos, and especially a large 8 inch one, which is much bigger than my cock, and although she doesn't want them in our plays routinely, when I have used it, she seems to moan harder than ever and she seems to be able to take it all, quite comfortably when wet. I never managed to make her cum in a doggy position with my cock, she cums more often when on top and her clit rubs onto me, but I did manage to make her cum doggy with this dildo, while also rimming her at the same time.
My point is she is a feminist and used to be quite conservative and doesn't like talking about her sexual past, but then she becomes a crazed banshee at sex, who enjoys mostly getting fucked like a slut and taking a big dildo/cock. All this has led to me developing various fantasies about her, especially her past.