I’m the exact same way! Confident with the two of us but as time passes, her former sexual exploits have turned me on. I grew up with her in a small town so I already knew her and that she dated an 6’8” exchange basketball student from Spain. I evidently moved away as did her bf. She evidently got pregnant and married an Army soldier that I later learned was big into mfm’s and swapping. Wasn’t exactly her thing from what she later told me but she was committed to him so she went with it. She got a divorce years down the road and was dating a local dr’s son prior to the two of us reuniting. I knew him well and knew he had that stud appeal. 3-4 yrs after our marriage I asked her if he was “big” and she just kinda giggled and looked at me inquisitively. Then she admitted that he was VERY big. That was a huge turn on for me but not as big as the next thing that happened about a year later. We were moving so while she was at work, I loaded up most of our boxed things. She had a few boxes that she had never opened up so I left them out for her to sort through. When she got home she had taken an old laptop that she had prior to our marriage and put it in the dumpster, and when the trash people came the next day, they set it in the grass due to it having a lithium battery. Well, I got home first and found it and took it to work the next day, recharged it, and went through it. The shit that she had on there was absolutely shocking. Apparently she had deleted tons and of old pics and videos of her with previous guys that were all left in the deleted folder. I immediately saved it all to a thumb drive. I feel I only know a fraction of my wife’s sexual exploitation‘s, but I do know that she had a very sexual history and she has a body that was built to fuck. She doesn’t know that I acquired all the stuff so overtime, I have asked her some questions about things I knew about to see if she would admit or deny them, sometimes she answered other things she didn’t want to talk about, but I already knew. She’s had as much cum in her as most porn stars. Two recent pics are us, the other fuck vid stills are her former lovers