Finishing first time

[murph123]

That first high, watching that first very time

That’s legitimately a core memory, and once any first timers get past that point, I don’t think anyone can ever turn back. Which I still don’t know how I feel about that revelation. Just finished watching them in my house, in our bed. Her face, her moans, the way she took him. Everything. Our whole dynamic has changed, relationship wise. It’s in the air. And that’s the scary part. I don’t know if I can do this again, I want to. Badly. But something’s holding me back, fear? Anxiety? Is that normal?

 

[SmallHubbyTexas]

Anxiety, of course it is normal. This is new territory and you don’t know where it will go.

The first time I watched, it was Valentine’s Day. Watching his cock disappear into her was amazing. Her moans, grunts, his grunts. I will never forget that. I almost watch all the time now.

Has our dynamic changed, yes. However we are both happy and enjoying ourselves. She still hugs me, kisses me, fondles me. I know she loves me, she is just fucking 3 other men, and I am fine with that.

 

[Robert Smith]

I have shared my wife for 30 years and, without a doubt, the first time is still the most memorable for both of us. I was afraid she might not want to do it again and thrilled when she did not End of that evening story.

When he came back I was screwing Elaine missionary style. He watched for awhile as he laid on the bed. I finally got off her and moved behind her doggy style laying on our sides. Eric positioned himself so she could blow him some more. When he got hard again I got out of her and let him have her pusssy. She got on her knees and Eric started screwing her from behind. I moved in front and let her suck me. It was my dream come true watching Eric fuck her as she was blowing me. As you probably know f it is really a bit difficult to have a woman give a good blowjob and properly fuck at the same time so we mostly alternated fucking her.

Keeping in mind she was 29 or 30 and we all had a lot of sexual energy we kept busy sucking and fucking until all were satiated. He thanked us profusely and left. We collapsed in bed asleep. In the morning I was afraid she would feel guilty and say never again. I asked her what she thought about everything that happened. She asked me if I had a good time. I assured her I had and she said great. I asked would she do it again and she said probably but it would have to our special secret and we must be discreet

 

[Ocguy]

2004 my first wife and I were both 28, knowing her 38 yr old married coworker fancied her.

The first time I watched him fuck my wife twice since the condom broke as she rode his big dick the first round I got my first sloppy seconds. Later I watched as he took her doggy and nut in her again, second sloppy seconds.

One and done my wife says as he’s putting on his clothes leaking our combined juices.

The emotions that racked my body as I watched her ride and cum over his big dick were like a ....... Once I got her to do it again It was a the start to a wild 4 year period of her becoming my slut wife and his big dick loving married slut.

 

[PaulLani]

That first high, watching that first very time

That’s legitimately a core memory, and once any first timers get past that point, I don’t think anyone can ever turn back. Which I still don’t know how I feel about that revelation. Just finished watching them in my house, in our bed. Her face, her moans, the way she took him. Everything. Our whole dynamic has changed, relationship wise. It’s in the air. And that’s the scary part. I don’t know if I can do this again, I want to. Badly. But something’s holding me back, fear? Anxiety? Is that normal?

It's the anxiety, jealousy, regret, the hightened awarness of every move. The way she spread her legs to submit to him. The way her hips rise to meet his cock to get it in deeper, her hands on his butt cheeks pushing his cock in, The heavy breathing and moaning of pleasure from both of them. You can see his face with a look of bliss. It's your wife that makes his cock feel sooo good.
You watch his cock going in up to his balls and when it comes out it is covered in her juices. You see how her pussy wraps around his cock.
You see the look of pleasure on her face and hear the little moan with every thrust of his cock. You watch him push in deep and hold it there as his ass cheeks pucker as he tries to push it even deeper in as he unloads his cum deep inside her. She wraps her arms and legs around him and holds him firmly until she receives every drop of his cum.
And finally the passionate deep kiss as they thank each other for the fuck.
All that is why it's so fucken hot. If it wasn't your wife it would be nowhere near as exciting.
You are so horny that you just want to fuck her hard. You need to exorcise the demon that you've allowed in.
All this you notice the first time. You think you hate it, you think you regret it but every time you think of it, your cock gets hard and you want to fuck her again.
You can watch other women get fucked and it's hot, like live porn. But NOTHING compares to watching your own sweet wife take another man's big cock and cum.
The ultimate gesture of love is to want to see your wife feel orgasmic bliss. That's true love.

 

[dido333]

It's the anxiety, jealousy, regret, the hightened awarness of every move. The way she spread her legs to submit to him. The way her hips rise to meet his cock to get it in deeper, her hands on his butt cheeks pushing his cock in, The heavy breathing and moaning of pleasure from both of them. You can see his face with a look of bliss. It's your wife that makes his cock feel sooo good.
You watch his cock going in up to his balls and when it comes out it is covered in her juices. You see how her pussy wraps around his cock.
You see the look of pleasure on her face and hear the little moan with every thrust of his cock. You watch him push in deep and hold it there as his ass cheeks pucker as he tries to push it even deeper in as he unloads his cum deep inside her. She wraps her arms and legs around him and holds him firmly until she receives every drop of his cum.
And finally the passionate deep kiss as they thank each other for the fuck.
All that is why it's so fucken hot. If it wasn't your wife it would be nowhere near as exciting.
You are so horny that you just want to fuck her hard. You need to exorcise the demon that you've allowed in.
All this you notice the first time. You think you hate it, you think you regret it but every time you think of it, your cock gets hard and you want to fuck her again.
You can watch other women get fucked and it's hot, like live porn. But NOTHING compares to watching your own sweet wife take another man's big cock and cum.
The ultimate gesture of love is to want to see your wife feel orgasmic bliss. That's true love.

That hits the nail on the head!
And I think as the lover, you have to be aware of this and understand that you're participating in this. This builds trust with the cuckold and the woman! It's about them, not just the bull's pleasure!

 

[Stevens4fun]

It's overwhelming. I'd enjoyed a few mfms with a casual girlfriend and my male roommate (we were in the military and shared a 2 bdrm apartment and once in a while we shared our girlfriends too) before, but I was single then and not all that into the girl although I liked her and enjoyed all that happened. Now, with my wife of about 6 months there I was again but this time I was with a woman I loved, - laying beside her as she was having an orgasm with another man she'd invited to our home for drinks (and more!) one summer afternoon. We both wanted this (she knew she wanted it, and I was pretty sure I wanted it) and now it was happening. We did not use any BC so that contributed to my apprehension but also added to the heat of it all.

It was clear that my wife was making love to him (in our bed) and it turned me on like never before. I wanted to ravage her after but it seemed like their afterglow lasted forever and it was clear that this was more than just sex, at times my wife seemed unconscious of the fact that I existed - it was totally different than the casual mfms earlier. That was also little unnerving but as he was dressing to go she turned to me and held her arms out for me to embrace her and kiss her as she'd noticed how erect I was. Soon enough I was in her and it was beyond my wildest expectation. As I was getting my breath back after I came I came (in less than a minute 🙂)))) I just asked her if sex with the BF was as good as it looked. "Yes," she said, "but are you alright?" She was smiling as she said that. I told her it was the hottest thing I'd ever seen and asked her if she wanted to see him again and when she said "Definitely, I'd like to invite him over again, but are you ok with it" my concerns changed. She'd had an orgasm with him and not with me, but each day that following week I couldn't wait for Saturday to come. I understand it all now. Subconsciously, I wanted to see her having orgasms with him. It reinforced that she was having better sex with another man than with me.

 

[murph123]

It's the anxiety, jealousy, regret, the hightened awarness of every move. The way she spread her legs to submit to him. The way her hips rise to meet his cock to get it in deeper, her hands on his butt cheeks pushing his cock in, The heavy breathing and moaning of pleasure from both of them. You can see his face with a look of bliss. It's your wife that makes his cock feel sooo good.
You watch his cock going in up to his balls and when it comes out it is covered in her juices. You see how her pussy wraps around his cock.
You see the look of pleasure on her face and hear the little moan with every thrust of his cock. You watch him push in deep and hold it there as his ass cheeks pucker as he tries to push it even deeper in as he unloads his cum deep inside her. She wraps her arms and legs around him and holds him firmly until she receives every drop of his cum.
And finally the passionate deep kiss as they thank each other for the fuck.
All that is why it's so fucken hot. If it wasn't your wife it would be nowhere near as exciting.
You are so horny that you just want to fuck her hard. You need to exorcise the demon that you've allowed in.
All this you notice the first time. You think you hate it, you think you regret it but every time you think of it, your cock gets hard and you want to fuck her again.
You can watch other women get fucked and it's hot, like live porn. But NOTHING compares to watching your own sweet wife take another man's big cock and cum.
The ultimate gesture of love is to want to see your wife feel orgasmic bliss. That's true love.

That’s exactly how I felt down to the very core of her taking him. We recently had our second session and it was even more intense. Cause for the first time since we were together she verbally told me another man was better

Edit: for those asking we’ve had two total sessions

 

[Sharedwife16]

Yes, that describes how the first time felt exactly.
The excitement knowing it's finally going to happen..
Then the reality hits you like a tonne of bricks knowing it's finally going to happen..

The jealously taking over,feeling pure rage inside, feeling physically sick knowing what's about to happen, what you made happen..

The only thing you want at that moment is to stop it happening , you hate it, you hate yourself ...

Then you realize it's too late, he already has his bare cock inside your wife, yes, your too late , you can hear a guy you've just met actually fucking your wife, your hearing every single thrust as he starts to take your wife's cunt...

You feel your anger drain away , you feel your heart pounding with excitement, and before you know it, you have your rock hard cock in your hand, furiously wanking yourself off as you listen to him fucking your wife in your marital bed.

It's wrong, so wrong and you know it. You time yourself to cum with him, you hold back and hold back until you hear his loud moans and groans..

That's it, you cum so hard, your seed shooting all over your hands, streams of your seed shooting onto the carpet ,as he gets to pump his seed deep inside your wife ..

But that's ok, if you'd given her a choice right then , she would have chosen him to cum in her, she only wanted his seed inside her ..

 

[PaulLani]

That’s exactly how I felt down to the very core of her taking him. We recently had our second session and it was even more exquisite.

Yes, it's more exquisite because, you've dealt with the jealousy and the doubt. You now know it's what you want, it's what she wants and now you can both enjoy the experience in the right frame of mind.

 

[rifleman]

You can watch other women get fucked and it's hot, like live porn. But NOTHING compares to watching your own sweet wife take another man's big cock and cum.

This is so true, specially if she really gets into it and forgets you're there. It doesn't have to be a big cock, any cock will do if it gets her going.

 

[murph123]

Yes, that describes how the first time felt exactly.
The excitement knowing it's finally going to happen..
Then the reality hits you like a tonne of bricks knowing it's finally going to happen..

The jealously taking over,feeling pure rage inside, feeling physically sick knowing what's about to happen, what you made happen..

The only thing you want at that moment is to stop it happening , you hate it, you hate yourself ...

Then you realize it's too late, he already has his bare cock inside your wife, yes, your too late , you can hear a guy you've just met actually fucking your wife, your hearing every single thrust as he starts to take your wife's cunt...

You feel your anger drain away , you feel your heart pounding with excitement, and before you know it, you have your rock hard cock in your hand, furiously wanking yourself off as you listen to him fucking your wife in your marital bed.

It's wrong, so wrong and you know it. You time yourself to cum with him, you hold back and hold back until you hear his loud moans and groans..

That's it, you cum so hard, your seed shooting all over your hands, streams of your seed shooting onto the carpet ,as he gets to pump his seed deep inside your wife ..

But that's ok, if you'd given her a choice right then , she would have chosen him to cum in her, she only wanted his seed inside her ..

Jesus Christ that was basically word for word how I felt at that moment, I’ll never forget the look on her face when he first entered that moan. The need in her voice when she finally moaned “harder”