Weāve gotten gradually more into this fantasy and exploration of my personal kink here lately, with more anonymous chats a couple of times while weāre both present and she interacts sly fully with some guy who may or may not be who theyāre purporting to be? So, that partās pretty much strictly about fun fantasy what ifs with a fictional character on the other end. Blah
But weāve also begun openly referring to her favorite huge dildo by name, itās the name of an ex boyfriend from almost 40 years ago. Sheās often told me (at my urging) about how big he was and how sheās never seen a cock as big ever, not even in the bbc pornos weāve often watched together.
Now tonight, after two years of tempting and joking about the outside possibility of her ever being open to hooking up with the guy and me together. Out of the blue tonight, she says, āokay if I ever happen to see him out and he approaches me, Iāll concede that itās fate and Iāll call you immediately and tell him whatās up.ā
I believe sheās completely serious, although he lives many towns away and weāve not seen or heard from him around here for many years, and sheās truly convinced heāll never be up here and run into her but is literally saying sheās gonna give it a go if it does. Iām not sure whether Iām really ready for that or not. Not sure whether it could be a controlled environment thing beyond a one time deal if thatās what we both want and have agreed.
Scratching my head a bit
Anyone want to tell me how I have to commit or forget it? Smpn like that or possibly any real insight from experience?
But weāve also begun openly referring to her favorite huge dildo by name, itās the name of an ex boyfriend from almost 40 years ago. Sheās often told me (at my urging) about how big he was and how sheās never seen a cock as big ever, not even in the bbc pornos weāve often watched together.
Now tonight, after two years of tempting and joking about the outside possibility of her ever being open to hooking up with the guy and me together. Out of the blue tonight, she says, āokay if I ever happen to see him out and he approaches me, Iāll concede that itās fate and Iāll call you immediately and tell him whatās up.ā
I believe sheās completely serious, although he lives many towns away and weāve not seen or heard from him around here for many years, and sheās truly convinced heāll never be up here and run into her but is literally saying sheās gonna give it a go if it does. Iām not sure whether Iām really ready for that or not. Not sure whether it could be a controlled environment thing beyond a one time deal if thatās what we both want and have agreed.
Scratching my head a bit
Anyone want to tell me how I have to commit or forget it? Smpn like that or possibly any real insight from experience?