We are muslim couple from south asia. My wife who is not so socially active and be able to read or write.
For the past few years I was living in another country away from my wife.
So we used to do voice call sex.
Then after some time I used to share my mobile screen with her and play porn videos and while watching porn and taking dirty things or asking her like (u like this)(u like his cock)(u want him to fuck u too) etc we both makes cum.
Then we kept doing it like that and I told her you can talk while watching as dirty I'm talking to you. it was so pleasure for me.( Don't know about her) But she used to say that I enjoy it too. And she used to respond to dirty things.
That time I was unaware of cuckolding and such videos that's why I haven't shown her cuckold videos or wife sharing video.(which I regret)
Then I came back to my country and started living with her.We would watch porn and have sex.Then I would have the same thoughts that we used to do when we were away from each other.
I tried to apply the same things which we did while we were far from each other mean talking dirty while watching porn but she said why we are doing this no need to do it now because we are together now we can give pleasure to each other and we are able to do real sex without talking about porn so I decided to keep quiet because I have no answer of her question.
But now that it had become my fantasy, how could I live like this?
I started looking for information about this.So I figured out what it was.
So I started trying to get my wife's attention in that direction.I started showing her videos of only threesom and wife fucking in front of husband.
Including BBC.While doing this I used to talk like how do you like these videos or what turns you on.
I would also say that I find videos of wives fucking in front of husbands very exciting and it's turn me on.
I wanted to explain in gestures because I couldn't directly say that I want to fuck you with someone else's big cock.
I used to say that when you are horney and I watch you, I feel very excited. Time passed but nothing came serious response from her and she used to say one thing repeatedly that I like you to fuck me.
Finally I gave up and just had straight sex with her.
One day while I was having sex with her, she said that yesterday she had seen a video in which a black man was fucking a woman very hard. I asked really her said yes and me wants too that he put his cock inside me.
It was a surprise to me that despite all these efforts, she did not lose her temper and suddenly said so today.It was so hot for me and I jerked it's make my cum inside her pussy.
But after that we didn't say anything about it. I think she doesn't even want to talk about it. She doesn't watch porn anymore.I sometimes think that maybe she said that because she feel that I wasn't as enthusiastic as I used to be.
So can anyone guide me as to what could be the reason behind this. Or if what she said was just for me to get excited or something?
For the past few years I was living in another country away from my wife.
So we used to do voice call sex.
Then after some time I used to share my mobile screen with her and play porn videos and while watching porn and taking dirty things or asking her like (u like this)(u like his cock)(u want him to fuck u too) etc we both makes cum.
Then we kept doing it like that and I told her you can talk while watching as dirty I'm talking to you. it was so pleasure for me.( Don't know about her) But she used to say that I enjoy it too. And she used to respond to dirty things.
That time I was unaware of cuckolding and such videos that's why I haven't shown her cuckold videos or wife sharing video.(which I regret)
Then I came back to my country and started living with her.We would watch porn and have sex.Then I would have the same thoughts that we used to do when we were away from each other.
I tried to apply the same things which we did while we were far from each other mean talking dirty while watching porn but she said why we are doing this no need to do it now because we are together now we can give pleasure to each other and we are able to do real sex without talking about porn so I decided to keep quiet because I have no answer of her question.
But now that it had become my fantasy, how could I live like this?
I started looking for information about this.So I figured out what it was.
So I started trying to get my wife's attention in that direction.I started showing her videos of only threesom and wife fucking in front of husband.
Including BBC.While doing this I used to talk like how do you like these videos or what turns you on.
I would also say that I find videos of wives fucking in front of husbands very exciting and it's turn me on.
I wanted to explain in gestures because I couldn't directly say that I want to fuck you with someone else's big cock.
I used to say that when you are horney and I watch you, I feel very excited. Time passed but nothing came serious response from her and she used to say one thing repeatedly that I like you to fuck me.
Finally I gave up and just had straight sex with her.
One day while I was having sex with her, she said that yesterday she had seen a video in which a black man was fucking a woman very hard. I asked really her said yes and me wants too that he put his cock inside me.
It was a surprise to me that despite all these efforts, she did not lose her temper and suddenly said so today.It was so hot for me and I jerked it's make my cum inside her pussy.
But after that we didn't say anything about it. I think she doesn't even want to talk about it. She doesn't watch porn anymore.I sometimes think that maybe she said that because she feel that I wasn't as enthusiastic as I used to be.
So can anyone guide me as to what could be the reason behind this. Or if what she said was just for me to get excited or something?