I found a video on my wife getting fucked and verbally owned and I have not stopped jerking off to it for 6 weeks.

I needed to quickly draft something for work on a computer and I used my girlfriend’s laptop to do this. I needed to log into google drive and before I could sign-out I saw a thumbnail of what looked to be my girlfriends pussy being penetrated in doggy. I opened the video and what I saw was 1:13 of my girlfriend being taken like she was someone’s property. He was commanding and vocal with her — I went as far as to add captions in the video. If the clip was any longer and if the lighting was any better I would have made a hypno video. I’ve gone from 0-100 in 6 weeks time.

Is this the appropriate forum to share this? Could someone direct me? I have no experience in being a cuck but the past 6 weeks have been some of the most powerful and emotional orgasms of my life. I can’t stop watching it. Everyday I edit the video for enhancement, captions, and slow-motion to extend the length of the video and to make it “interactive” for me by being able to forward and rewind the clip, it gives me the feeling of pleasure by proxy. I can’t look back. Help me.

We are 30. 2 years together. The video is dated from 8 months ago.
 

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