Hi everybody. I write here in order to get advise because i feel really confused right now. My name is Lucas, i am 20, and my girlfriend Petra is 25, we live together since some time ago.
A couple of months ago we started playing with the idea of her having sex with other men, at first she was reluctant but she finally started to look more confident with the idea. We opened a shared Tinder account where she started flirting with some guys, until she finally arranged a date with a younger black man (18 years old) at his dorm in collegue!!
I really doubted about this, and the night she left with him, i was nervous like never before in my life. Finally she came back home a couple hours later and she told me she had the most incredible sex of her life, the guy was hung like hell and they both got really horny. We spent all night having sex and touching each other while she told me all the details.
After a couple of weeks, Petra kept talking with the guy, and she told me that she was arranging to spend a full night at his place. I must confess that the idea turned me on a lot, but also scared me terribly. This time i feel it is not just sex like the first time, and i am so afraid to loose her, and maybe a little jellous.
To complete things, yesterday she came home with a cage, and really insisted me that she wanted my penis caged during her date. We briefly talked about this before, but i was not convinced. I dont know how, but i ended accepting.
The day of the date is today. I just left her at his place one hour ago and came back home alone. I am desperately anxious to know about her and what they are doing, i can't forget that i am wearing the cage even for a second, i never been this horny and this frustrated before in all my life. For some moments i think i did the worst mistake of my life, and for other moments i feel this is the most exciting day of my life.
Do you have any advice for me to help me chill out?
A couple of months ago we started playing with the idea of her having sex with other men, at first she was reluctant but she finally started to look more confident with the idea. We opened a shared Tinder account where she started flirting with some guys, until she finally arranged a date with a younger black man (18 years old) at his dorm in collegue!!
I really doubted about this, and the night she left with him, i was nervous like never before in my life. Finally she came back home a couple hours later and she told me she had the most incredible sex of her life, the guy was hung like hell and they both got really horny. We spent all night having sex and touching each other while she told me all the details.
After a couple of weeks, Petra kept talking with the guy, and she told me that she was arranging to spend a full night at his place. I must confess that the idea turned me on a lot, but also scared me terribly. This time i feel it is not just sex like the first time, and i am so afraid to loose her, and maybe a little jellous.
To complete things, yesterday she came home with a cage, and really insisted me that she wanted my penis caged during her date. We briefly talked about this before, but i was not convinced. I dont know how, but i ended accepting.
The day of the date is today. I just left her at his place one hour ago and came back home alone. I am desperately anxious to know about her and what they are doing, i can't forget that i am wearing the cage even for a second, i never been this horny and this frustrated before in all my life. For some moments i think i did the worst mistake of my life, and for other moments i feel this is the most exciting day of my life.
Do you have any advice for me to help me chill out?
