Yeah, she has been wanting to have sex with me pretty much nonstop since she got home from having sex with him yesterday. No matter where I go she stays right beside me and just wants to keep kissing me.
I know a lot of it is because she’s trying to reassure me that everything is still the same between us, which I think is really really nice of her. I am not complaining at all.
She has calmed down a lot from yesterday after it happened and I think that the way I am reacting to it and continuing to tell her I love her and telling her how proud of her I am has really assured her that what happened was a good thing and it’s not going to mess up or change our relationship any.
She was able to more calmly discuss what she did with him today, which was really nice to hear from her.
She told me that she did follow him out talking to him and kind of just kept talking and followed him to his truck. She said they talked for a few minutes there and she gave him a hug, which lead to a kiss. Then he opened his door and she climbed in his truck.
She said she was super nervous but excited and kept kissing him for a while. She was super nervous about telling me that he was extremely well endowed. She said it was sticking straight up and very very large. I just laughed lol.
She said she was rubbing it the entire time they were kissing and finally worked it out of his shorts. She said it was so heavy and very curved. She said all she could think about was how absolutely insane it was that she was about to take a black man’s into her mouth. She said she looked down at it and saw how big and SUPER black it was and that his balls were freaking huge and so black too. She said she just wanted them so much. Then she said she went down and started sucking him. She said she could barely get her fingers around it and could really only get the head in her mouth. She said she lifted up his balls and kissed and sucked on them as well. She said it was so intense that she was breathing super hard and getting so lightheaded that she barely even noticed that he had been fingering her and had her shorts off.
Then came the part she was tearing up and scared to tell me about, because we didn’t directly discuss it going this far.
After sucking him for a little while she said he did pull her up into his lap. She said she was so sorry, because she knew exactly what was happening because she had nothing between her pussy and him with her shorts being off, and didn’t even try to slow it all down. She knew exactly what she was about to do and what was about to happen because of it. And she didn’t even want to stop it because she was exactly where she wanted to be and nothing else in this world mattered to her in that moment, she just had to get him inside of her. That’s all she wanted. She said she knew immediately afterwards that the fact that she was a married woman should have made her stop it there, but she was very honest with me by saying it never even crossed her mind and she didn’t even think about us being together and married while she was focused on him at that moment. Getting him to let her get it inside of her immediately is literally the only thing she ever had on her mind.
She was very open and honest with the fact that she was the one, not him, that reached down and guided it exactly where it needed to be, and pressed it against her opening so that it would slide inside of her. And she was the one that started by leaning back and spreading her legs apart so that she could start to work him all the way inside of her. She said he was amazing because he didn’t forse anything, she was able to guide it in and start to take him inside until she was full on riding him.
She said that the contrast she saw between how dark black it was as she was leaned back watching it go inside of her white skin was exactly what she had always dreamed of seeing. She said it looked absolutely beautiful and so right to her.
She said she nearly blacked out during the whole thing. She said she had never been that lightheaded and wet. She said it took a little time to take him all the way inside because of his size, but she then buried her face in his shoulder and just kept kissing his neck while she started riding him.
She said it only took maybe two minutes and her legs started shaking uncontrollably and she said it made her cum really hard. She said she started crying from the emotional rush of it and he asked her if she was ok.
She told him it was just so much more intense than she thought it would be and that she was ok.
She said she started riding him again and at that point he pulled up the front of her sports bra and started sucking on her nipples while he kept going. She said it was only about a minute later that she felt it jump inside of her and felt him start cumming inside her. She said she just ground herself against him really tightly until he finished cumming.
She said after he started cumming inside of her was the first time she even thought about and considered the fact that they never even stopped to use a condom at all and he was absolutely filling her up with it, so she was super worried about it for a little while when she realized what that could possibly do. But she let him finish all the way inside of her anyway before relaxing on top of him.
She said they just kind of froze there for a minute and then she slowly slid over into the passenger seat. She said the goodbye was as awkward and quick as you would think it would be while she put her shorts back on. She said they kissed and she went straight to her car and came straight home.
I joked with her that I could for sure tell how big he was because when we had sex as soon as she got home, her pussy was for sure very open, swollen, and soft lol.
I asked her how she felt knowing that she was actually a white woman that has given herself over to a black man and is now blacked and if it was everything she had fantasized about.
She said this is by far the most emotional time she has ever been through in her life and is so happy and grateful that a black man let her give herself to him like that. She told me that he was absolutely amazing and everything about him was EXACTLY what she has always wanted her entire life. He was the black man of her dreams and the sex they had was exactly what she has been looking for her entire life. She said when she pushed down on him and he went so deep and she started to cum, she looked down at him and in that moment she was absolutely in love, he was the absolute man of her dreams, and she was getting to be with him finally. And she never thought in a million years she would really feel that way about a black man.
She said she was an absolute nervous wreck after getting out of his truck and having to come home to me and admit that she gave herself away completely to a black man, but she honestly never regretted it because giving herself over to him and having sex with him felt so good and so right. She said she will for sure continue going to the gym lol.
