Here's the situation. I have this kink that I have been keeping to myself for most of our relationship. About 4 years ago, I got her to give me the ok to post her pictures on reddit. Mostly I just wanted to see what other dudes would say. I screwed up and that came to an end.
She doubts her appearance but gets compliments all the time. Everytime she tells me about the guys telling her she's hot and them staring making their girlfriends mad, it brings my kink back to the front of my mind.
About two years ago, I told her I trust her so much that I would be OK with it if she slept with another guy. Her insecurities had caused a ton of fights. She had an asshole of an ex that really fucked her up mentally. Anyway when I told her that, her face lit up, but it went away pretty fast.
Since then, I vaguely asked her a few times if she would cheat on me. I left it up to interpretation. To see where her mind would take it. She asked me if I was ok one time I asked. I told her I wanted her to. She said that it offended her and that I was "playing with fire"
More recently, I told her everything. About how I had been keeping this to myself for how long. And that I can't get it out of my head. She said that she didn't want me to stop loving her. That it made her feel like I think she's a slut. I reassured her that wasn't the case and that I love her.
Just the other day, she went to spend time with her sister. They were drinking wine and relaxing. She sent me a text saying she wanted to go down on me. I told her I wanted to see her doing stuff with another man. And she said ok. But I have to find the guy.
So here we are.
Thoughts? What would this kink be called? And does it seem like she'd be into it to you?
She doubts her appearance but gets compliments all the time. Everytime she tells me about the guys telling her she's hot and them staring making their girlfriends mad, it brings my kink back to the front of my mind.
About two years ago, I told her I trust her so much that I would be OK with it if she slept with another guy. Her insecurities had caused a ton of fights. She had an asshole of an ex that really fucked her up mentally. Anyway when I told her that, her face lit up, but it went away pretty fast.
Since then, I vaguely asked her a few times if she would cheat on me. I left it up to interpretation. To see where her mind would take it. She asked me if I was ok one time I asked. I told her I wanted her to. She said that it offended her and that I was "playing with fire"
More recently, I told her everything. About how I had been keeping this to myself for how long. And that I can't get it out of my head. She said that she didn't want me to stop loving her. That it made her feel like I think she's a slut. I reassured her that wasn't the case and that I love her.
Just the other day, she went to spend time with her sister. They were drinking wine and relaxing. She sent me a text saying she wanted to go down on me. I told her I wanted to see her doing stuff with another man. And she said ok. But I have to find the guy.
So here we are.
Thoughts? What would this kink be called? And does it seem like she'd be into it to you?