I have 21y and my gf is 20y old, we are together for almost 3 years now, I am her first bf.
I started giving her clues that I would like to see her wirth other man, she was looking on that as something wrong, she told me that she couldn't do that ever because she knows that she would blame herself after the sex.
Our sex is not the great for her, As she openly said I am not enough for her (penis size) and she sometimes when she is fucking with me she fantasies about other mans.
After some time some things changed, 2 months ago I decided to try again to tell her about my cuckold fantasy and I asked her if she wants open relationship from her side so she could have anyone and I will be hers only, she liked that, and from that moment she is telling me that she wants to fuck someone else but she is not 100% sure if she should do that and she only has that wish when she is horny, when she is not, she doesn't want anyone else.
She was obsessed with me, she never went anywhere without me, whoever texted her she blocked him because of me, she didn't want to look at anyone, but from then (when I decided to ask her for open relationship) she is starting to look at other man, to fantasise about them etc..
Is she ever going to take an action and have someone or no? Whats your opinion? What should I do?
I started giving her clues that I would like to see her wirth other man, she was looking on that as something wrong, she told me that she couldn't do that ever because she knows that she would blame herself after the sex.
Our sex is not the great for her, As she openly said I am not enough for her (penis size) and she sometimes when she is fucking with me she fantasies about other mans.
After some time some things changed, 2 months ago I decided to try again to tell her about my cuckold fantasy and I asked her if she wants open relationship from her side so she could have anyone and I will be hers only, she liked that, and from that moment she is telling me that she wants to fuck someone else but she is not 100% sure if she should do that and she only has that wish when she is horny, when she is not, she doesn't want anyone else.
She was obsessed with me, she never went anywhere without me, whoever texted her she blocked him because of me, she didn't want to look at anyone, but from then (when I decided to ask her for open relationship) she is starting to look at other man, to fantasise about them etc..
Is she ever going to take an action and have someone or no? Whats your opinion? What should I do?