Reasons why I'm a cuck , or maybe what I like about being a cuck .
When we first started this we both thought of doing it the way others did it , as in Internet readings and found out that was not working, and since we both still love each other we decided to take a break from it ,
I told her for me being a cuck was not about being mistreated or dehumanized as a man Her man , or the pain , or the humiliation, denial or mostly 99 % of internet related cuckold lifestyle.
What gets me going is that SHE is having fun, being with Her while she is getting something Good, sharing And most importantly Joining in with Her .
I expressed it to her like when she goes to a party and is having fun , I like being with her while she's enjoying herself, and when she's relaxing in the tub , I want to be there with her while she's enjoying herself, we are a couple, a team and I like being with her while she's enjoying anything that she likes .
We did this cuck thing the Whole wrong way before, she and I had big problems with it , after we stopped for a while we decided to go again but with changes , now gone are the humiliation and pain and denial and mean spirited things , she agreed that it is all fantasy on the Internet about being a cuckold.
She loves sex and sex involves body parts going inside others, lol , and me going down on her while she's having sex with her boyfriend doesn't get me all weird, describe it like this , I'm right there enjoying " Her " sex , yes she's having sex with her boyfriend and I am right there with her, I'm enjoying her enjoyment also if she sucks him and turns to kiss me I'm happy, if she jumps off him and climbs on me I'm happy, if she takes his load in her mouth and kisses me I'm doing it and have done many times.
Yes she takes his load and feeds me it usually I'm going down cause I want to enjoy what she just had , her fun sorta speak , not that I'm looking for a man's cum , but she likes a man's cum and I want to enjoy what she enjoys.
We are still having sex and yes she gets what she wants , but now it's not out of some Internet related fantasy, it's " us " from us - for us - .
She has freedom to be alone if she wants , but I mentioned that I like being with her so I can enjoy " Her " fun also , she agreed that she wants me involved also and doesn't want to separate our fun with this lifestyle as it wouldn't be a cuck thing without a husband in the first place.
She doesn't see me joining in or cum kissing or creampie eating as Mr being Gay or a lesser of a man, she has told me when we first started this she saw me as that , but it's now that seeing me do those things and enjoying it all, is Me enjoying her sex and enjoying what she enjoys anf that's what I wanted to explain to her about me enjoying being a cuck , Not the trash talk fantasy crap on the Internet, but a real love for her and wanting to enjoy what she enjoys and being with her while she's having fun.
So this is where we are at
