So many do it

I can identify with her so well. I went black as a college girl and found it more challenging, more rewarding, and more thrilling than even what my fantasies had provided. Living a "dual life" adds to the thrill, as one maintains an outwardly respectable image while secretly giving in to the basest of desires and use by aggressive black men.
ur sex life sounds super exciting,, Do you have a white husband? is so is he aware of your needs for BBC?