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Bit of an unusual one, but looking for advice. I mentioned to my GF (32), that my fantasy was a MFM. She was okay with it, we chatted about hotwifing etc. I set up an account in fab swingers, chatted to some guys. Then we kinda pulled back. I love watching hotwife porn, I'm definitely not a cuck, not in the humiliation or cages or anything like that, and I make my GF cum every time, I'm fairly big. But I still find the idea of watching her with someone else hot, I like the slutty naughty side of it. If we do any dirty talk relating to sharing during the deed I cum super quick. Now my issue is the post nut, I then have shame. I'm not looking at pursuing a meet but should I stop watching hotwife porn etc.
For context if I pushed it my GF would do it, for me. But she's not really wanting to, but she does seem wet when we've talked about it during sex. And recently when I said her pussy
was made for being a hotwife, she said would you like that, then what would you like to see.
Want to watch me jerk off to her?
 
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Bit of an unusual one, but looking for advice. I mentioned to my GF (32), that my fantasy was a MFM. She was okay with it, we chatted about hotwifing etc. I set up an account in fab swingers, chatted to some guys. Then we kinda pulled back. I love watching hotwife porn, I'm definitely not a cuck, not in the humiliation or cages or anything like that, and I make my GF cum every time, I'm fairly big. But I still find the idea of watching her with someone else hot, I like the slutty naughty side of it. If we do any dirty talk relating to sharing during the deed I cum super quick. Now my issue is the post nut, I then have shame. I'm not looking at pursuing a meet but should I stop watching hotwife porn etc.
For context if I pushed it my GF would do it, for me. But she's not really wanting to, but she does seem wet when we've talked about it during sex. And recently when I said her pussy
was made for being a hotwife, she said would you like that, then what would you like to see.
Wanna see a tribute for her?
 
You spoke with her about your fantasy, now, let her free, don't ask her anything, don't push her, let her take control... and maybe you will have a good surprise.😉

Agree with wmbnuts.

@Coffebean91: It sounds like she is more open to it than you might think. For most women it's usually a "heck no, now let's never talk of this again" type of response.

The fact that your girl is engaging with you says she's interested, or at the very least curious. And that's awesome position to be in! Now it's up to you if you want to take it to the next step. All I can say is, if you're interested and she's curious to try, it's worth the pursuit.