Very First Time Husband Feelings

[werekinky2]

I think the first time watching them was easier than the first time she went with him alone. There were a lot more feelings for me….probably because I had more time by myself to think and wonder what was happening.

I know what you mean by this one a few times my wife has gone alone and it had my mind racing..

 

[hubbysexywife]

I know what you mean by this one a few times my wife has gone alone and it had my mind racing..

What do you think when she goes alone? Do you wait for her for updates or she send you texts?

 

[JHotbrewer]

Hi all, my wife turned a true hotwife 2.5 weeks ago when she spent the night with another man and took him inside of her for the first time. I wonder whether you guys can relate to my feelings I had during that event.

She was playing solo as I was on a plane flying to her place to meet her the next day. She kept me informed about her evening, when they went to a bar, changed it and ultimately when they went to her hotel room. It was the same time I entered the airline lounge. So I was sitting in the lounge knowing that the deed is done exactly at that moment some 9,000 km away.
But funny enough, I did not have any of the usual cuckold feelings I had been reading about: rollercoaster of feelings, anxiety, euphoria, jealousy, hard cock. I was expecting to get aroused by knowing that she is ...... with him the very moment, but nothing.
The only feeling I had was a deep feeling of sadness, nothing else. Sadness that I gave her up and that she lost her hotwife virginity at that moment.
I have shared with her my feelings and we are trying to work it through together now. But I wonder if anyone of you guys experienced something similar?

Not really. I have always been turned on by my wife's slut side

 

[JHotbrewer]

My wife was already working as a part time ...... when I met her. She worked for a full year before we married and I was turned on from the start. So when we agreed for her to return to her slut life it was actually a thrill for us both. For me I have never felt jealous, just proud

 

[Vincenzo]

More thoughts about it?

For me it was exhilarating. I had told her si would love to see her fuck a big cock. While she didnt set it up until months later, it was sooo Fn hot. Didn't feel jealous because I knew its just sex and fucking. The love is between her and I

 

[werekinky2]

What do you think when she goes alone? Do you wait for her for updates or she send you texts?

I may check in on her with text might get a few photos while she is there the one time she had fucked I think and I didn’t get any video . I was a little disappointed but also was able to use my imagination.

 

[hubbysexywife]

I may check in on her with text might get a few photos while she is there the one time she had fucked I think and I didn’t get any video . I was a little disappointed but also was able to use my imagination.

Did she tell you all the details once she got home?

 

[werekinky2]

Did she tell you all the details once she got home?

Yes she did I think he really wanted a relationship with my wife and thought she would leave me for him