Watching the wife??

This is my experience on the subject: before my wife, I was an incredibly jealous person who couldn't stand the thought of my lover being with someone else. Then, my wife began confessing past sexual experiences which turned me on more than I ever thought it would. She latched onto this, and we explored polyamory, but the reality was more one-sided towards her having experiences. And when it did happen, it was incredible and we both wanted more. It's been a few years since her last boyfriend and I still so often think about watching her having sex with other men. I doubt that will ever go away.